Sunday, July 22, 2007,1:14 AM
Wow, its really been a long time. nothing much happened. Basically its just work, work and work.
Surprises in Life ? Nothing in life surprises me anymore. Had too much too take within the past one year so nothing in life surprises me.
Happy moments ? Yes, Kak Lina just got married, Happy for you and congratulations. My son is growing well to become a strong boy. And I finally got my blue french lace for my kebaya, goodness, it cost me a bomb. This year is gonna be blue for the 3 of us.
Sad Moments ? Plenty, numerous, uncountable. The past one year has been a challenge in life for me. But I took up the challenge and hope everything will be over soon. To the fella who's giving me problems, u know who u are. Please, no secrets between us from now on. You know you can count on me and we'll get thru this together okay ?
But overall, I still feel good about myself. Only that I wanted to add something which I discovered recently. I'm quite 'beh song' (tak puas hati lah) about it and I really wanna spell it out. Some people are just not sincere about helping other people out. You, help them out, and when the person seeking help from you cannot fulfill their promise with you in time, you tell the whole world about it. This concerns money alright, i'm gonna be frank. And mind you, the amount is so meagre. I am not trying to be boastful but, I have invested my whole life savings (around 22k) for somebody who is desperately in need. I just felt like there is no sincerity at all. Just a meagre amount but you go around telling other people's shit to others. Sick isn't it ?
Life has been one hell of a journey for me. But I learnt and I am still learning. I was on the verge of giving everything up but I persevere. I will get thru this difficult phase in life, insyallah.
-ShahFendiHaziq-
