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Wednesday, May 16, 2007,11:23 PM

Wow, felt like haven't been blogging in a thousand years. Well so much things happened to me and Fawcett. I thank god (Syukur Alhamdulillah) that I was granted with a healthy baby boy, Mohd Faris Haziq. Difficult pregnancy in early stages, but alhamdulillah all goes well in the 3rd trimester. I tasted long labour hours but it was all worth it. 19 hours of labour. No words could described how I felt when I saw my son for the first time. The feeling was just magic.

3 months of maternity leave. Stayed home to look after my son. Didn't feel like going back to work. But had to coz needed money. This is my 2nd week at work. Well, everything has changed so much after 3 months. Just moved to the new annexe building, new floor, new desk, new laptop, new email system...for a while I felt so lost and not able to catch up. Lotsa training, lotsa work, sometimes feel just could not cope. Sometimes you just feel sick. But no work no money. Can't live without money, I mean admit it who doesn't right ?

If only I could quit my job and look after my son that would be the most fulfilling job in the world but sadly cannot part with my $$ for now. I do not have the courage still to sacrifice my well earned job right now. I know I will one day.

My baby is sleeping so peacefully now. I love looking at him sleep. I miss my husband. Haven't talked to him in days coz he is in the afternoon shift.

I hope with the arrival of my precious gem, life will turn to be how I want it to be. Life didn't exactly turn out the way I want it to be after I got married. I learnt so much in life for the past 1 year. Let that be a lesson in life for me.

And Fawcett, in case I didn't tell you, the time that I heard you will be undergoing that op, I felt so lost. We cannot afford to lose a friend like you. You have to be strong okay ?? (I know you are).

Okay got to go now. Tomorrow working. Tired. Till then...
-ShahFendi-


Friday, May 11, 2007,11:27 PM

Hey all... just to tell u that this blog of ours is back alive!! but now no time to update la... hehe see ya again soon!!!!

-Fawcett-