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Allo !

2007-07-22T01:14:00.000+08:00

Wow, its really been a long time. nothing much happened. Basically its just work, work and work.

Surprises in Life ? Nothing in life surprises me anymore. Had too much too take within the past one year so nothing in life surprises me.

Happy moments ? Yes, Kak Lina just got married, Happy for you and congratulations. My son is growing well to become a strong boy. And I finally got my blue french lace for my kebaya, goodness, it cost me a bomb. This year is gonna be blue for the 3 of us.

Sad Moments ? Plenty, numerous, uncountable. The past one year has been a challenge in life for me. But I took up the challenge and hope everything will be over soon. To the fella who's giving me problems, u know who u are. Please, no secrets between us from now on. You know you can count on me and we'll get thru this together okay ?

But overall, I still feel good about myself. Only that I wanted to add something which I discovered recently. I'm quite 'beh song' (tak puas hati lah) about it and I really wanna spell it out. Some people are just not sincere about helping other people out. You, help them out, and when the person seeking help from you cannot fulfill their promise with you in time, you tell the whole world about it. This concerns money alright, i'm gonna be frank. And mind you, the amount is so meagre. I am not trying to be boastful but, I have invested my whole life savings (around 22k) for somebody who is desperately in need. I just felt like there is no sincerity at all. Just a meagre amount but you go around telling other people's shit to others. Sick isn't it ?

Life has been one hell of a journey for me. But I learnt and I am still learning. I was on the verge of giving everything up but I persevere. I will get thru this difficult phase in life, insyallah.

-ShahFendiHaziq-

We're Back

2007-05-16T23:23:00.000+08:00

Wow, felt like haven't been blogging in a thousand years. Well so much things happened to me and Fawcett. I thank god (Syukur Alhamdulillah) that I was granted with a healthy baby boy, Mohd Faris Haziq. Difficult pregnancy in early stages, but alhamdulillah all goes well in the 3rd trimester. I tasted long labour hours but it was all worth it. 19 hours of labour. No words could described how I felt when I saw my son for the first time. The feeling was just magic.

3 months of maternity leave. Stayed home to look after my son. Didn't feel like going back to work. But had to coz needed money. This is my 2nd week at work. Well, everything has changed so much after 3 months. Just moved to the new annexe building, new floor, new desk, new laptop, new email system...for a while I felt so lost and not able to catch up. Lotsa training, lotsa work, sometimes feel just could not cope. Sometimes you just feel sick. But no work no money. Can't live without money, I mean admit it who doesn't right ?

If only I could quit my job and look after my son that would be the most fulfilling job in the world but sadly cannot part with my $$ for now. I do not have the courage still to sacrifice my well earned job right now. I know I will one day.

My baby is sleeping so peacefully now. I love looking at him sleep. I miss my husband. Haven't talked to him in days coz he is in the afternoon shift.

I hope with the arrival of my precious gem, life will turn to be how I want it to be. Life didn't exactly turn out the way I want it to be after I got married. I learnt so much in life for the past 1 year. Let that be a lesson in life for me.

And Fawcett, in case I didn't tell you, the time that I heard you will be undergoing that op, I felt so lost. We cannot afford to lose a friend like you. You have to be strong okay ?? (I know you are).

Okay got to go now. Tomorrow working. Tired. Till then...
-ShahFendi-

We are back!

2007-05-11T23:27:00.000+08:00

Hey all... just to tell u that this blog of ours is back alive!! but now no time to update la... hehe see ya again soon!!!!

-Fawcett-

Guilty anyone?

2006-12-21T15:06:00.000+08:00

Hiya Pple! have you ever had the experience of gettng angry at someone (A), or maybe just a simple urgh - geram, and u complain or 'mengadu' to another person (B), and when that other person (B) also gets angry or geram at that someone (A), you just feel so disgusted at yourself? somehow the feeling of pity for (A) appears and you just feel so guilty for being so angry with (A)? and that guilty feeling stays with you for at least the whole day.

well, i get that - a lot! maybe i'm being too nice? maybe i just cant become and angry person? maybe maybe n maybe.... haizzzz...

Moral of the story, whenever you get angry, complain it to a teddy bear. let it all out to a non living thing. and once u feel better, the angry feeling just goes away. and you'll live happily ever efter. khekhekhe..... Reality check : humans are never perfect ;) Take care all!!

-FaWcEtT-

Life's full of suprises, isnt it?

2006-12-18T16:31:00.000+08:00

Hey all... I'm sitting in the office alone, with nothing much to do at the moment. Read frens blogs, surfed the net, checked email and now left with nothing to look at. So while staring at the screen with a blank mind, i realise that life is so full of surprises. Be it good or bad, it's still a surprise. As the saying goes, life's like a box of chocolates. You'll never know wat u gonna get. (well to me at least, chocolates are always good khekhe)the difference between them, chocolates are man made. and life is from the Almighty.

God gives us a life to live without the absence of a challenge. Whether its family, friends, career, love, financial there's bound to be a challenge or simply said, a problem. Sometimes life may be quite smooth for us who take things easy and dun expect much. But when at one point we are forced to face reality, even an easy-going or a happy-go-lucky person can 'break'. I've seen a lot of examples during my 25 yrs of life. (Gosh i'm already 25!) And in all cases, its only one thing that keeps a person going. Faith and believe. (ok that's 2 things oops) and a positive Mind. (that's 3). and perseverence and religion. (i shall stop counting). All these when comes together, it makes a person pull thru and survived the challenge. Easier said than done of course. But nevertheless, one should remind themselves of these things when stuffs happens, cos they happen with a reason. Trying to find wat the reason is may be difficult, but can be interesting. Its like mountain-climbing or white water rafting (hee this is out of topic, but suddenly i tot of doing these things, well, InsyaAllah)

Hmmm, moral of story, i cant write serious stuffs for long. Khkehkehe. yea tried to have a change in my blogging style but i cant!! Anyway, take care all and Happy holidays!!

-FaWcEtT-

Congratulations

2006-12-14T12:31:00.000+08:00

First and foremost, my heartiest congratulations to Sabaria and Riz who tied the knot last week. Wow, from the videoclip, nampak grand banget. Cantik nye bilik dia. And yaya looked so beautiful. So different from me the other time i got married. Dun ask why but those who knew please keep it to yourself.

Di harapkan kedua mempelai kita ini berbahagia hingga ke akhir hayat. Bersabar dalam menempuhi segala dugaan di alam rumahtangga. Dulu I tak percaya, but seriously banyak sekali dugaan yg dicabarkan oleh tuhan for me but I perservere. This is when I started to be patient in life and become a stronger person. I couldn't have done it if not for my son coz its because of him who gave me the inspiration and courage to think and act positively.

I hope I wont scare my friends who has just got married or going to be married for this testimonial of mine. Marriage is a beautiful thing, depending on how you play your part. Honesty and Loyalty is a must. Wasalam -ShahFendi-

Selamat Pengantin Baru !!

2006-12-13T23:10:00.000+08:00

Hey all.... Just a short note to wish Selamat Pengantin Baru to a dear fren Sabaria Wahid and husband Wan Rizal. There's a small lil gift up there for ya and hubby hehe... from yours truly... co-starring Zean! hehehe... have fun.... and take care all!

ps: will update more on my life soon!

- FaWcEtT -

Beraya 2006 - Part II

2006-11-17T01:20:00.000+08:00

Sunday 12 nov, aku shah ngn pen gi open house cum doa selamat kat umah wati.. malangnya, satay limited ari tu hehhee… sempat mkn 2 btg jek! Alhamdullilah, rezeki.. pas tu aku mkn mee soto fuh sedap! Kenyang jugak perut aku…

Pas tu, kita pick aji up and off to CCK crescent, umah kakak kak lina… kesian kakak dia uwek uwek… pas tu niece dia pon uwek uwek…kak lina hidangkan murtabak yg dgn penat lelah nya dia tebar kat kedai kopi bawah blok hehe,, sedap kau! Nampak je mcm byk dia hidangkan… last2 mcm nak kat abis… sapa ajer yg bedal byk tu… tsk tsk tsk…

Hehehe, tu ajer la yg aku leh update kan… penat jari nie menaip… hhehehe… lain kali citer lagi…

To all, take care, selamat hari raya, maaf zahir batin and cheers always!!
Wasalam… -FaWcEtT-

Yuk Pergi Collection 2006 bersama Fawcett ehehe

2006-11-17T01:19:00.000+08:00

Assalammualaikum semua!! Rindu saya tak? Kwang kwang kwanggggg….hehe sorry la dah lama tak update sebab dah lama tak online kat umah… kalau kat ofis plak byk keje, asal nak blog je bos panggil, asal nak blog je customer call… isk tak senang hidup aku heheheh…

Ok wat shall I talk abt? Well im supposed to blog abt our raya gathering and upload the pics… tapi malangnya, camera bapak aku bawak gi office daaa… tak sempat nak transfer gambar into the pc.. agaknyer, bapak aku nak promote anak dara dia kat mamat2 hensem kat office dia tak? Hhehe jgn mamat2 tu terpikat kat bini org sua… hehehe anyways, yg nak telek gambar2 tu , gi la visit sab nya multiply k? aku dah update link dia to the correct address hehe.. semua gambar tu sama je dlm camera aku, malah ader lebih lagi (cheh malah seh!)

So, 11 Nov 2006 was a memorable one.. tak sekecoh yg sudah sudah… ( sayangggg… yg sudah tu sudah… heheh) bertolak very late this yr..after work, went straight home and I went out from home @ 4pm +/-. Picked ismail up, then shah then lene and sabaria…pas tu, kita drive to CCK ave 4 umah ati & izat. Setibanya kami di sana, di jamu selera dgn kuih-muih raya with fried bee hoon and chicken wings!! (yes mail, I ate 3 pieces! Lapar beb balik keje lom makan lagi, lagipon tak baik membazir.. cian ati penat2 goreng hehehe)

pas tu zoom zoom and away to juorng west st apa ek? Hehe sorry zean, tak ingat.. I drebar je, co-pilot org lain hehehe… ati & family with mail, lene n sab went first, while I n shah picked pen up from his mom’s place. Pas tu aji join kita kt bawah blok hehe… fuh nasib la tak sama kaler tahun nie… kalau tak betul2 punyer kena coloured aku! kat umah mak zean lak, minum air teh panas, fuh best!! Pekena lak ngn nuggets, tsk tsk, aku sampai tgk dah separuh jln… kebuloq betui budak2 nie… maklomlah hari ujan.. hhehe.. Baby boy Aniq Aqmar tgh tido.. he look so cute and hensem.. malangnya aku tak larat nak dukung.. sorry la eh zean, bukan tak sudi, tapi tak kuat..hehe pas tu time nak balik yg paling best, mak zean nak kenal2kan aku ngn satu budak nie hahahaha, tak leh angz seh!! Walaubagaimanapon, time kasih lah eh cik… mulia hati cik…

pas umah hazean, umah lene… masuk je, cik ros tegur aku dah gemuk… uweeeekkkkk!!! Hehhe. Kita makan mee goreng pedas power and special spread of the day, horse shoe choc nutella cake… if that’s wat u called it hehe,,, maceh eh cik ros, susah2 je masak2… so jadi ke tak tgk filem Hindustan lepas tu? Hehehe….anyway cik ros, umah shah tu umah pen jugak.. muahahahahahahha!!

Pas tu kita head to umah mak pen… biasalah, apa lagi on the menu… KACANG PHOOL! Feeee wiiiittttttt….. mcm nak bungkus jek…khehkehe sampaikan bee hoon bday tak tersentuh pon, nasiblah shah makan sampai 2 pinggan ( ke 3 shah?) hehe … sejuk ati mak mertua dia tgk ader jugk yg mkn bee hoon tu,,

Then straight to umah sab… ingatkan mak nyer takder, sekali ader daaaaa… nasib aku tak terpekik terlolong masa masuk umah tu… malu jek… kari daging ngn roti perancis jadi hidangan nyer. Ingatkan semua dah kekenyangan, eeeehh takkk, boleh muat lagik perut tu… yerlah rezeki kan… hhehee….but of cos, hidangan kat umah sab yg takder org leh lawan… FRUITS!!! Tak lepas beb!

Pas tu jeng jeng jeng… umah aku plak… mak aku masak roti kirai ngn kari ayam… laju plak mak aku masak… sebab masa aku kuar tadi takder apa yg siap pon hehe…wa caya sama lu la mama! **TABIK** sebab mail ngn lene kata sedap, dorang dpt bonus for breakfast.. hekjkeekjekeje…. Paham2 je la eh…

Unfortunately, ati & fanily got to go off lepas umah aku… dunno wahts the real reason tapi dgr2 ader org dtg umah dorang… isk isk mlm2 dtg umah org… (haha mcm terkena diri sendiri) so off we go to shah’s place… same as last yr, good choice for the last house, fish & chips (w/o the chips hehe) & tempura fried chicken… fuh tak sangka aku bedal byk jugak.. tulang2 sembunyi dlm tisu heheh…oh not forgetting Ondeh2 kaler oren hehe.. fuh lazattttt………!! Everything finishes about 1230 am.. hehe pas tu we’ve got a change of clothes then me shah pen aji and poi went out to send aji’s car to queenstown prison and then, clementi road here we come! Teh tarik and maggi goreng double jadi supper kita… heheh ….

Mak Datok! Panjang nya citer aku… hehe happy happy selalu!!
-FaWcEtT-

Current status for "Yuk Pergi Collection!!"

2006-10-11T10:54:00.000+08:00

Hehe, malas nak tulis entry baru, aku update kat sini je la eh... (6 Nov 06 @ 1724)
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Halo Halo Halo!! Apa kabar semua??? Dah seminggu dah entry aku yg last tu... so far, ader la jugak response. yg lom response tu, sebab tak baca blog nie haha! takper nanti biler aku free aku sms yg lain2 tu.

Yang dah confirm (InsyaAllah):
1) Farah
2) Sabaria
3) Aishah (5pm onwards)
4) Fendi (5pm onwards)
5) Lene
6) Suriati
7) Ismail
8) Razi (7pm onwards)

Yang dah response tapi tak pasti:
1) Fairoz
2) Juwita

Yang dah response & cant make it:
1) Kak lina
2) Hazean
3) Wati
4) Zuriat
5) Azrina

k la semua!! take care and selamat berbuka nanti!!

ps: sesapa yg nanti gi solat wajib/solat terawih/solat hajat/solat sunat, tolong do'akan i sihat eh.. rasa macam lembik semacam satu badan i nie. tima kaseh!!

Wasalam - FaWcEtT -

Selamat Berbuka Puasa!!

2006-10-02T16:12:00.000+08:00

Assalammualaikum semua!! hehehe.... dah sebulan kita tak blog ek.... maklomlah... busy sakan... sebelom apa2, aku... eh salah... saya nak ucapkan selamat berpuasa utk semua, dan selamat berbuka puasa nanti hehe!!

so... dari ari tu sebenarnya nak blog, tapi asik lesu ajer.. nie pon blog sebab ader kawan tu sorang, si yayot ke yaya ke sab ke, dah tanya biler nak jalan raya.. hehe... so pikir punyer pikir... InsyaAllah boleh la...

apa kata, this yr kiter buat on the 11th of nov? hari sabtu... biasalah, sesapa yg kerja stgh hari tu pon i rasa takder masalah sebab kita pon kuar tgh hari hehe... from experience, tiap kali konon nya nak kuar pagi asik terdelay jer... apa tak nya... kita kan orang melayu hehe.. ok so sesapa yg baca blog nie, tag la yer... nie list of invites yg aku nak ajak berjalan raya... yg keje shift tu, kalau u all leh make it alhamdullilah... yg tak leh make it tu jemputlah dtg ke rumah yer... khekhe

1) Farah
2) Sabaria & Rizal
3) Aishah & Fendi
4) Hazean & Shahril
5) Kak Lina & Abg Mizan (hari ini kau dtg riang... khekehe)
6) Lene
7) Razi
8) Ismail
9) Azrina
10) Suriati & Izat
11) Juwita & Jay
12) Wati & Saiful
13) Zuriat & Dek Nur
14) Fairoz & Eza
15) Shirley ?!?! hehe.. shirley if u reading, i kidding only :P of cos u are invited
16) dan yg sewaktu dgnnyer... (yg tertinggal tu jgn marah eh... tak baik marah2 tgh puasa hehehe)

rasa mcm tu jer kan...?? so yg boleh ikut tu ikutlah yer, yg baru lepas bersalin tu, kalau dah abis pantang & kalau larat boleh la join eh, hehe nanti apa2 susah pulak.. aku nie first aider expired khekhee.. so comments can be tagged or emailed to me at farizza@starhub.net.sg or zazz02@hotmail.com

ok tu bab raya aku dah habaq... nie bab bulan ramadan plak... rasa mcm nak buat gathering kecik buka puasa sesama, maybe kat jrg point je la hehe.. nak gi geylang pon boleh mcm dulu2, tapi tu la, nak tau siapa nak apa.. suggestions are welcome. cadangan nya tu anytime from today till 10 days b4 raya... weekdays pon boleh.. bab nie aku tak paksa sebab ader yg nak buka ngn family, ader yg nak gi solat terawih, ader yg nak buat persiapan hari raya dan lain2. so kalau tak pon, shah, kau aku ngn pen ajer la buka kat luar one of these days. hehe.

ok all... selamat menjalani ibadah puasa, dan jgn merindui aku sgt... hehehe!! Wassalam.

-FaWcEtT-

Ramadhan

2006-10-02T12:38:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum w.r.b. Mesti tertib, maklumlah sekarang ni bulan Ramadhan yg mulia. Its been years since i blogged coz no mood lah. I'm ok though, starting to eat but still not having huge appetite. No weight gain infact seem to be losing. 5 months pregnant and weighing only 49 kg. But alhamdulillah boleh berpuasa. Cant wait to give birth to this little one so that i can play with him. Got my house keys but I was the least interested about it. We even missed the HDB collection of keys appointment until HDB has to call me up to remind me. Pathetic kan. So many things happened. Things that broke my heart, my trust.....How I wish I had listened to my heart.....I am not regretting things in life but given a choice I would love to turn back time and think wisely.

Oh yeah, Watie has given birth to a baby girl. Me, Farah and Fendi thought of visiting her tonight. Cant wait to see and hold the baby. Wonder what's her name.

Malas nak cerita panjang berjela. Lagipun puasa, tak boleh cakap banyak, takut boleh datangkan dosa. Hehehe....

-ShahFendi-

The New Love of my Life

2006-08-29T11:07:00.000+08:00

Good morning all!! I'm back all cheerful and smily heeeeee =D Ye la apa tidak nya, ader kesayangan baru hehe.. sebelom tu, aku nak citer sikit la abt the topic on spending... Ye la sekarang kita semua dah up sikit... ader duit lebih mesti tangan gatal nak beli barang baru.. dah lah baru, 'branded' lak tu.. takmo kalah.. kekadang aku tgk org shopping, aku yg seram... walaupon duit dorang, rasa mcm duit aku plak yg dorang pakai. to me its all abt knowing the difference between needs and wants. ye la aku ni keje, kais pagi makan pagi.. tak la miskin, mewah pon tak, tapi aku tak complain ah, alhamdullilah cukup makan.. (tapi kekdg pon bak kata sudin.. "sesak daaa")..sebab tu maybe i'm not the person who likes to shop.. tapi kan kekadang aku terpikir gak, i dun like to spend becos i dun have the money or i dun like to waste or is it just me being 'cheapskate'. hehe tak sedap betul dgr tu word. watever it is yg aku tau, selalu nya bila aku teringin nak beli barang, hati kecilku berbisik (cheh wah), 'eh takmo beli lah, sayang seh duit' haizzzz dunia dunia... kalau aku beli barang pon, benda2 yg murah... aku tak segan pakai brg2 palsu hehe.. bukannya orang nak telek kan jam apa aku pakai, jeans apa aku pakai... asalkan aku pakai... jgn tak pakai, tu dah lain citer. haha k dah melalut lak... so let me introduce to you, Cintaku yg terbaru.... Mr Sony Ericsson w810i. *applause applause*

amacam hensem tak? hehe actually kan, aku tukar hp pon sebab dapat voucher $100 from starhub. tu pon aku rasa sayang nak beli hp mahal.ingat beli yg murah je. tapi atas nasihat abang aku yg tercinta, aku beli hp nie... sebab dia kata i'm gonna be stuck with it for 2 yrs at least. pikir2 betul jugak ek.. aku pon tak pernah ader hp canggih. geram jugak tgk org2 skrg hp canggih2. itu pon aku tak puas, aku gi redeem another $50 voucher using my starhub points hehe and courtesy of my cousin Dianna, dia pon redeem kan another $50 voucher from her points.. Maceh eh Dian!! oklah all.. i've got to be back to work!! take care and have a nice day!! -FaWcEtT-

Ader ke patut?? tsk tsk tsk

2006-08-18T10:39:00.000+08:00

Hello semua... ni kali aku blog nak lepaskan geram je... hehe... ader ke patut dorang campak online photoalbum aku kat attic!? isk isk isk tak patut....... dulu masa nak suruh aku register bukan manis lagi madahnya... unlimited photo space la, free for life la, itu la ini la... abih tu sekarang suruh aku bayar pulak... ah podaaaaaaaaaah! reason being, i didnt purchase or order any prints for the past year... macam mana nak order kalau korang tu tak hantar delivery kat singapore nie... wah wah mentang mentang singapore kecik... eehhhh kecik kecik cili padi tau...! pas tu, aku email kat korang tak nak jawab pulak... pas tu senang2 lambung album aku kat attic and kalau nak retrieve back bayar 99 bucks... aaaah sudahla... baik aku belanja kawan aku makan lagi baik!... ah nie blogspot nie pon tak lama lagi kena bayar kot? hehehe...

anyway... maybe its time for me to print out my photos hehe... ye la sejak first photo session aku with the digicam, tak ter print2 aku... takper la.. tunggu aku pindah rumah, baru ader tempat nak simpan gambar2 tu semua... now to be safe, i bettter save it in a disc..

ok lah better be back to work... aku sorang lagi kat ofis nie ari... boss aku outstation... best tu best la boss takder hehe... tapi kesunyian seh... perut pon berkeroncong je... haha food supplier takder... hehe si farah ni nak makan preeee je!

k la nak blog pasal these past few days pon takder apa sgt yg berlaku... cuma smlm gi visit pakcik aku kat hospital... kesian dia kena gout lagik... ok la Pa'eh, farah doakan Pa'eh cepat sembuh k. Take care!! ok all... have a good day and a good weekend ahead... adios amigos! aku berambos....

Wasalam..... -FaWcEtT-

The Day I Sent My Car to the Service Centre

2006-08-11T10:41:00.000+08:00

hey alll!! hehe... here i am @ Pandan Crescent while waiting for my car (well, my dad's) get all new again. Yeah i'm at the Toyota Service Centre now. Half hour has gone since they brought in my car. probably its another hour wait. Thank goodness they are so kind to provide 02 sets of free internet surfing, and i dun even have to fight for it.. yeah most of them are uncles n pakciks and no one is on the other terminal.So unlikely here in Singapore to see a free internet terminal with no one using. Oh well...so i had a half day off today... yeah morning off... got to head down to office at 1pm later...... mmmmm... now my head suddenly get jam, not knowing wat else to blog... well ok then, i guess i just have to keep my dad company... till later all!!.........

ok b4 i go, would just like to thank me girl frens for a very great night that day... great fun and i'm so touched to know that pertalian persahabatan kita tetap seakrab dulu walaupon masing2 sibuk dgn hal sendiri. hope to do it again sometimes... anyway just to announce that Suriati has given birth to a baby boy in June :) Congrats Ati!! Wasalam. -FaWcEtT-

BARBEQUE ?? Hmmm......

2006-08-04T14:48:00.000+08:00

Hiya All!! i'm at work now... kind of nothing to do... ader tu ader la tapi not THAT important.. lagipon boss not in town hehehe.. ok this will just be a short entry.

Well i suddenly tot of barbequed chicken wings... nope not the one where we can buy @ East Coast Lagoon or whereever, but the one yg kita panggang sendiri.. so pikir punyer pikir mcm dah lama tak pegi east coast park picnic cum barbeque.. so amacam geng? any takers??? Tag me ur opinions! -FaWcEtT-

Rindu...

2006-08-03T12:47:00.000+08:00

Terasa amat rindu kepada kawan-kawan ku semua. I really miss our friends. Kak Lina, Marlina (Lene, dimana kau menghilang sekarang), Mail (I miss your merepek jokes). These are the people who never fail to amuse you with their antiques. Haha, merepek seh bila berbual. What a pity now, I am not really feeling well. I am not really mobile now and so to go out is quite a problem for me. Maybe one day, after my appetite has recovered, all of us shall go out to eat okay. Lets pig out !

Si Farah ni, tulis begitu buat aku sedih aje. Dah lah memang emotional sekarang ni. Remember Farah, kau dah janji Ita kan to go for check up, so make sure you go okay. Pasal kuih Hong Kong Goreng tu, take your time lah. Tak lah sampai mengidam teruk.

Aku pun tak tau, boleh makan ke tidak. Every day the question of what to eat puts me into a dilemma. Food that I thought I can eat sometimes turn out my tummy cannot accept it. Morning sickness is really terrible. But i have to be patient, for the baby's sake. U very naughty baby, u make mummy vomit everyday, and u make me pass out in the bus last week, u make mummy have no appetite and weigh only 49kg, u make mummy eat McDonald's everyday but I still love you though sometimes i really feel like giving up. Thank you to my husband who has been putting up with my crap all this while. Thank you sayang for being patient with me, putting up with my cranky behaviour. Dun worry it will only last for 9 months.

To my mother, who has been taking care of me very well, thank you to you too, Mak. For washing my clothes, cleaning my room, buying and cooking for me things that I want.

To my friend Ita and Farah who has been kind enough to visit me and keep me company, thank you. Lain kali buat lagi okay. But u guys have to put up with my vomitting and complains okay and also keep the air clean.

~ShahFendi~

Just feel like blogging...

2006-08-02T23:48:00.000+08:00

Assalammualaikum semuaaaa........ hehe yea i'm back i'm back... utk sesiapa yg rindukan aku tu, sorilah la eh buat korang sedih rindukan aku hehe... bukan apa, malas je nak blog... ish ish si farah ni malas je keje dia... bukan la malas tapi otak buntu... asal nak blog ajer otak jam, asal nak blog je jam... anyway banyak aku nak citerkan kat korang semua... but just dunno where to start.. well maybe for a start, just wanna say that i miss a good fren so much.. yes while looking thru her photo album, i realise dia pon ader blogsite daaa.. so kak lina, bila u nak date me out makan ice-cream?? i pegang tau janji u hehe.. teringat kisah masa time skolah dulu.. kak lina never fails to cheer me up with her jokes, her weirdo-ness, her advice. seriously, i really miss talking to u.. apa kabar u la agaknyer eh.. hopefully she still using the same hp number, n maybe its late for her to reply my sms...anyways while reading her blog, terasa insaf sekejap... lama-kelamaan mcm tiba2 aku terpikir abt my life so far... wat have i achieved in life... wat can i be proud of, wat am i ashamed of and when i did my calculations... aku rasa i didnt achieve much... i really dunno how to put it in words here... nak talk to somone abt it pon aku rasa i'm not up for it.. of cos not everything went wrong.. my family is alright, and especially with the new car, we've been spending more time out as one family... frens aku rasa makin bertambah although masing2 busy, we stil do hang out once in a while... relationship, well let's not even go there haha... but career... yes i'm really happy working in this travel agency, good boss, lots of flexibilty, lots of travel chances, lots of things & experience to learn from but somehow financially i'm still unstable... i know life is all about choices and sacrifice.. if i choose to stay, i have to sacrifice my earning power... but if i choose to get another job, maybe i'll have to sacrifice the working environment... so WAT DO I DO PPLE?? tu la dulu time skola, degil, tak sabar nak keje, hah padan ngan muka aku... rasain lu farah! but i guess nie semua satu dugaan dari Allah.. manusia mmg tak akan pernah puas dgn apa yg dia ader... so i guess i should be grateful that i do have a job at least... and that at least i can feed myself. Syukur Alhamdullilah...there's a lot more out there who earns less yet have more commitments...i guess other than tat, my life is alright... and if only my health gets better...i really dunno wats happening to me... nak complain pon tak guna.. all my frens that knows my condition advised me to go for a checkup, tapi aku degil.. aku tak pegi... bukan apa, i'm just afraid of hearing wat i dun want to hear. of cos its better to know than to suffer silently, but then... well i'll make sure i'll go for the check-up one fine day.
hmmm the entry might be toolong if i talk about some other stuffs.. so i guess i'll just have to share it out later.. Shah, one fine day i'll make the hong kong goreng for u k. do eat well and take good care of urself. aku nie takder experience pregnancy so i dunno wat u are feeling rite now, tapi kalau boleh time rasa nak marah tu istighfar la byk2 eh hehe... shall come to ur house one of these days.. to kak lina, nanti kita jumpa k... rindu ah hehe... ok to the rest, stay cheerful always!! adios amigos! Wasalam.... -FaWcEtT-

I miss rice

2006-07-14T13:10:00.000+08:00

Hello everybody, feeling bored at work so decided to pen something down. Life hasn't been great for me and you know what I really miss RICE ! Its been 2 weeks since I last ate rice. I just cant dun know why. The thought of rice in my mind is enough to make me vomit. Rice + Sambal, oh how i hate them. And now I love curries. Funny how is it when you are expecting you tend to lurve things that you hate before. So I have been surviving on bread every single day. My mum has been kind enough to vary her cooking to suit me coz she knows that I cant take rice. Just like yesterday when I went to IMM for my dinner, this couple sitting beside us was eating mee goreng. The moment I 'terpandang' the mee goreng, i nearly vomitted. Gosh, what is wrong with me. I haven't put on much weight. Last Tuesday went to see my gynae and my weight is only 49 kg. Pathetic isn't it, coz I haven't been eating much. Basically I do not want to eat, I have no appetite. It was hell for me. Dizzy spells, nauseousness its killing me. Baby be good to mummy okay. Dun give mummy so many problems. Mummy need to work, find money, lotsa them so that I can feed you, clothe you and provide you with everything.

Got to go now, tons of work piling. ~ShahFendi~

Baby be good

2006-07-01T21:44:00.000+08:00

I am finally expecting. Joyous occasion for my husband but me ? I don't know. Looking forward for it actually but now with the giddiness, nauseousness and my abdominal pains I don't know. I'm like bedridden and all I want to do is sleep I'm okay when it comes to going to work but the moment i am home then all these things will haunt me. I'm worried coz I have been having abdominal pains which my friends and colleagues says they dun have it in their early months of pregnancy. Is it normal ? Whenever my abdominal is painful, I would rub my tummy and whisper to my baby not to give me trouble. Please baby, be good, do not give mummy trouble.

I'm in emotional turmoil now. I feel sad most of the time, nothing and nobody can make me happy. I am back in the state to where I was a month before I got married. If only I listened to my heart........Or maybe I am feeling lonely.

Its been long since I blogged. The other time I went to Tioman with my baby, it was fun. Haven't got the chance to download all my pix yet. On Thursday i went to visit Fawcett's mum with Ita. She is very ill and we all we were worried for her. I really hope she will recover fast.

I really do not have the mood to write anything more. That's all for now. Bye. ~ShahFendi~

Things u know about 20 Hunks/Babes

2006-06-12T16:41:00.000+08:00

First, list down 20 friends names and asnwer the following questions abt them. here goes....

1) Aishah
2) Fendi
3) Arfah
4) Chin
5) Juwita
6) Jay
7) Lene
8) Sabaria
9) Lina
10) Sufian
11) Vincent
12) Lionel
13) Mariam
14) Abang
15) Apis
16) Dianna
17) Azrina
18) Shamri
19) Razi
20) Alip

Questions:-

How did you meet 14? [Abang]
At the hospital by fate. Never regretted meeting him hehe... best bro eva!

What would you do if you never met 1? [aishah]
if i never met aishah, wat can i do, cos i would not have known how great a fren she can be ;)

What would you do if 20 and 9 dated? [Alip, Lina]
muahahhaa... it can never happen... BIG generation gap!! hehe Alip's my ygr cousin la dei!

Did you ever liked 19? [Razi]
yeah, a great lepak fren....

Would 6 and 17 make a good couple? [Jay, Azrina]
hmmm... both staying quite near... hehehe but i guess Jay found the greatest love of his life already...

Describe 3 [Arfah]
SEMPOI!!!! hehee... great lepak buddy, great gossip monger, great holiday kaki... Lives in the world of her own, but i think i'm starting to know bits n pieces of her world.

Do you think 8 is attractive [Sabaria]
oh yes she definitely is... just prepare lots and lots of TISU!! ehehe...

Tell me something about 7 [Lene]
Anything goes.... Happy go lucky... Loves Green tea... Loves shopping.. Loves hanging out with me hehehhe....

Do you know any of 12's family [Lionel]
hehe... yeah, met his 3 daughters, met his wife... Great Boss!

What's 8 favourite? [Sabaria]
Tissue? hehe.... i know she likes a lot of things, but her favourite? hmm maybe planning for the wedding!! at least for now that's her fave pastime... right sab?

What would you do if 11 confesses that he/she likes you? [Vincent]
Hehe... already did years ago... but naaah its difficult, btw he's already married now... ;)

What language does 15 speak? [Apis]
Duh! English/Malay/Bits of Mandarin/Rubbish sometimes...

Who is 9 going out with? [Lina]
woooo... i would love to know myself.... ;)

How old is 16 now? [Dianna]
3 yrs my senior ;)

When was the last time you talked to 13? [Mariam]
Saturday On phone.

Who's 2 favourite band/ singer? [Fendi]
x-japan? hehehe... hmmm fave not too sure... i was supposed to know ay? since he's my karaoke buddy... but maybe exists/spoon/slam?? hehe.. ok ok i'll take note the next round ;)

Would you date 4? [Chin]
Can i Poi?? hehehe... Buti'll make sure i've got a strong mind or i'll end up IMH. hehehe

Would you date 7? [Lene]
If i'm white maybe? hehehe

Is 15 single? [Apis]
Hahaha!! dun think so... but he's saying he is... oh well....

What's 10's last name? [Sufian]
Abdul Wahab hehe...

Would you ever be in a serious relationship with 11? [Vincent]
told u, its difficult...

What school does 3 goes to ? [Arfah]
School in singapore... hehe which eh? oh i know!! RULANG?!

Where does 6 live? [Jay]
Taman Jurong block ### level 7

What's your favourite thing about 5? [Juwita]
Her food!! Her Lulur session!! Her home!! and her presence...

Whats the 3 things you dislike about 18? [Shamri]
Oh gosh... His frequent disappearance... Tat's all i can think of..other than that, he's ok ;)

To those who feel like it, please do this... its fun!! -FaWcEtT-

Lonely

2006-05-21T16:22:00.000+08:00

Haiz, apa lah nasib...My beloved husband is in the afternoon shift today. Didn't get to spend much time with him. Today woke up rather late. Tired from yesterday i guess. Went to the market with my baby just now bought meat, prawns, veggies. I am cooking today, so let mum rest. Start to cook right away after reaching home coz my baby needs packed lunch. Cooked oats prawns and veggies. Kiss him off to work and here am I all alone and bored. Think i'll drop by Ita's place later. Coz its so damn bored at home. If i have a child at home to entertain me that would be nice eh.

My baby and me planning to go Tioman on the 9th-11th June. He has taken leave and so do i. But haven't done the booking. How's Tioman? Does anybody out there can tell me if it is a nice place to go? I haven't been there. We wanna relax and make babies there. Is it a very relaxing place?

Oh yeah yesterday, we went to Fawcett's place, her cousin is getting married. Then off to Tekka to buy sarees...beautiful sarees...and they were damn cheap. Bought 3 sets. Then went back to Ita's place to rest a while. Went back midnight. My baby came home a lil while after me.

I am really feeling damn bored now. And the thought that my baby has to work overtime today sucks. Meaning I am not able to see him until Tuesday morning. Apa lah nasib, macam kentang. But i try to think on the positive side. No work no money, no money, no honey. Hahahaha.....Ganggu..Ganggu lah kepala otak aku ni.....-ShahFendi-

1st month anniversary

2006-05-01T18:40:00.000+08:00

Today its exactly a month I've been married but my baby is on the afternoon shift. So am all alone at home. Mum has been out every day to visit Hannah at the hospital. This little angel i hope she'll get well soon. She has been in the hospital for nearly a week and she's in a such sorry sight.

I have grown to be fat. My arms, they are getting bigger and so is my tummy. But i dun really eat much but i have been eating late these days. And after that, I'll go to sleep. What not jadik gemuk. I must stop doing that and get myself back to shape.

Last Saturday, my husband and I went to the airport to send off Pak Mok and family back to Perth. A lot of people send them off. All were there except for Pak Teh KL and Pak Dan. Riuh rendah kejap kat T2 tu.

Mmmm.....i dun know why but i have been feeling uneasy. As a new member in his family, sometimes i felt lost. I don't have a problem with anybody but i have this overly worried feeling that they might not be pleased with me, with things that I do. I dun know...really...Actually I kinda miss the times when me and ma used to go out shopping together and talked about a lot of things. But i felt that things are different now. Nevertheless, I love them with all my heart just like how I love their son.

Work ? I think I slack damn lot at work. I kept going home early and I don't give a damn about it. Well at least I was very pleased with my increment. Glad to know that I got quite a good percentage. And there is one thing i "beh tahan" with my colleagues. Rumour has it that I have applied for the post of inventory controller with logistics department. People have been asking Kak Noraini whether I'll be moving behind...Hey, I don't even know anything. Its true that I have the Specialist Diploma in Logistics Management and I was the best internal candidate but I did not apply for the post. I am not interested in working in the logistics line. And what surprised me was that even my big boss knew about the rumour. The logistics people behind have been coming up to me and kept asking me to accept the job. But i kept telling them I do not want it. I am happy with my current post. I am happy with my department. Though the workload sucks but hey the team spirit is there. Everybody help each other.

Baby ? Looking forward to have one. Hoping it will be Fendi junior but Fendi hope that it will be aishah junior. Haha...Well, cant wait to know if its a boy or a girl for Wati. I'm actually happy to see people pregnant. My boss is 5 months pregnant and I was so happy for her. I used to hate kids a lot. I felt that they are nuisance and all they know is to cry and throw tantrums. But things have changed. Now I love kids, the not irritating ones of course. Just like my nieces. But i cant imagine me being pregnant. My colleagues too have been telling me that they cant imagine me being pregnant. They said I am too young and I dun know, they just cant imagine. Well, we'll just wait and see..

I think I better stop here. My entry is getting long. Oh yeah, I miss my friends. I haven't met Farah and Ita in weeks. Guys if you are reading, pick a date and time, preferably when Fendi is working lah okay. -ShahFendi-

Perempuan, Isteri dan ...

2006-04-16T12:49:00.000+08:00

Hello, its been so long since i blogged. I can see that the tag boards are flooding.
My life has changed since 01st April 2006. I finally wed the love of my life for 9 years, Mr Mohamed Effendi anak Mat Noor Rock. Haha !!!

To think of it, the preparations done for just the 2 days were torturous. But luckily, my closest buddies, Fawcett, Ita and my cousin, Wiyah helped me get thru this torturous time. They really helped me a great deal. Put on the curtains, flowers, loan me flowers buy me decorative stuffs, LULUR kan aku !!! and the ONE who always reminding me to SMILE !!! SMILE Shah, SMILE !and that is Ita, my buddy since we were in Sec 1. Thank you girl, I couldn't have done it alone.

And the one who sponsors me flowers, lilies, they are so beautiful, sponsor my spa, wear for me the henna (I made her angry coz i did my laundry after wearing the henna and it turned out to be in black patches, SORRY NOI !) iron for me my bedspread, put on my bedspread, my bridesmaid, one who lends her listening ears to me when I had doubts in getting married is none other than my cousin, Wiyah. Thank you so much. I will never forget it, and when its ur turn i hope to do the same and I am really looking forward to your big day wif Izam.

And of course, not forgetting, Fawcett !!! This girl, she sew my backdrop curtains, Its really pretty ! And those people who are getting married and need a simple backdrop, I can loan it to you. She is also the "un-official" videographer of ours, in fact, she did so many things which I cant exactly remembered.

These girls spent sleepless nights at my house trying to do me right. Girls, from the bottom of my heart, Thank you. I really thank you and hope things will remain this way forever.

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My Honeymoon trip to Melbourne 05/04/06~11/04/06

Our first trip together alone, just the two of us. Melbourne is very nice....really. A cosmopolitan city but life is relaxed there. Actually we felt like not going home coz we really like it there. And with the cold weather there, it is so ideal for honeymooners. Well, i'm rather lazy to describe the itinerary of my trip. I suggest you guys look up in my photoalbum.

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Dinner at Sakura 12/04/06

Due to their hardwork and effort, I treat my pals at Sakura Far East. Among those who attended were Arfah, Chin, Wiyah, Ita, Farah, Me and Husband. After eating we chill out at Starbucks Wheelock Place and talk rubbish, haha..I really enjoy the outing coz we were talking nonsense for most of the time. Farah, remember Japanese porn ? Haik, Haik ! Hahahahaha !!!!!

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Dinner at Simpang Bedok 15/04/06

Razi cant make it the other time during Sakura Far East so the four of us, Razi, Farah, me and hubby went to Simpang Bedok to eat seafood. Watched video of the wedding, Razi's version and then sped off to Bedok, After eating we chilled out at Labrador Park and then send my husband off to work.

Oh yeah, my wedding album is ready. Anyone who wants to take a peep, let me know. My studio photos will only be ready in June. Will keep you guys updated alright.

~ShahFendi~

The Day my Closest Buddies Wed...

2006-04-04T13:26:00.000+08:00

Assalammualaikum wr. wb. Alhamdulillah syukur kita kepada Yg Maha Esa atas perlindungannya dan juga syukur kerna Walimatul Urus Effendi & Aishah telah bejalan dgn lancar. (hehe step ustazah pulak aku... ngaji pon tak pass lagi)

so wat's up ppl? aku pon dah lama tak blog. so kali nie nak tulis la pasal walimatul urus kengkawan aku yg terdekat nie... dorang rajin nak melayan aku... (ke sebalik nya eh? hehe) prep work tu lama dah start, tapi aku citer only the prep since last Tuesday je la ek..

Tue, 28 Mar 06: I took off day today to see my new flat (hehe kena halau kampong ah) Went to shah's place after that about 6pm to pass her curtains utk blakang tabir katil (aku jahit tau!! lawa seh! hehe) then hang it up as well but leave the decorating to Juwita and shah and fendi.

Wed, 29 Mar 06: Aku gi umah Shah straight after work. Helped her with the barang2 hantaran decor.. actually didnt do much hehe.. sajer jer dtg menyibuk...

Thu, 30 Mar 06: After work aku balik jap amik camera pas tu gi umah shah lagik... hari nie Inai day.. Ita ngan noi (Shah's cousin) tukang taruk inai, aku tukang petik gambar... abis berinai kul 2 pagi, nak balik malas pulak... so kita tido kat sana... kul 5.30 pagi aku ngan ita balik .. kerja beb...!!

Fri, 31 Mar 06: Aku balik kerja lambat ari nie.. maklomlah kena halau dari ofis lak.. hehe ari nie aishah kena sental pulak... hilangkan daki2 kat badan hehehe... just kidding, its just lulur session. Tukang sental Ita, aku pulak kena straight kan rambut, konon kalau lawa nak vogue sikit la on saturday tapi muka kelakar seh... so tak dpt lah korang tgk muka aku ngan rambut straight eh hehe... hari nie pon tak balik umah... aku Ita ngan sempoi burn midnight oil... berbual-bual sampai pagi... maklomlah pompuan.... agak2 kul 6.30, kita balik....

Sat, 1 Apr 06: Shah & Pen big day.... Dah balik pagi tu, aku tido jap. Bangun kul 10pagi, tolong mak aku rebus tepong gomak. then dah siap aku pon siap2 and proceed to aishah's place @ 1pm. pas tu aku gi Jurong East jap beli Mini DVD-R utk video cam aku.. hehe.. Shah siap dlm kul 4 lebih. Tok Kadi sampai kul 4.50pm. Fendi and gang reach abt 5pm. Dlm pukul 5.20 gitu meka2 selamat di Ijabkabulkan... But incidents that i'll never forget : (1) "Fendi, IC!!!!" hehehe panic dibuatnya budak tu... sampai apa tau (2) Nak salam & hulur Tok Kadi Duit sampai terjatuh envelope tu.. hehehe!!!

Sun, 2 Apr 06: The second hurdle.... Majlis persandingan. Mcm mana eh nak explain... hehe.. yg aku tau aku terkejar-kejar pengantin dgn kebaya aku... jgn main main... videogirl vogue tau hehehhehe.. Rombongan Fendi sampai dlm pukul 1 lebih... pakaian songket merah... gedebak gedebuk kul 2 lebih balik umah fendi.... our boon lay guys were there.. zuriat, wan, iskandar with son & razi.. shirley ngan ismail came a while later with kak lina and lene from shah's place. sekali after a few shots and few mins of video, dua2 batt camera ngan video aku flat... so took a lift from kak lina back to shah's place to recharge while waiting for the couple to come back with their blue outfit... everything ends about 6plus... change out of my kebaya and we watched the videos i took.. raw... gonna edit it soon!! anyways, i was the last guest to leave... in fact i stayed over in sempoi's room and went home the next afternoon... fuh!.... wat a week.... ;)

Fendi & Aishah, Semoga pernikahan kalian kekal hingga ke syurga... Amin.....

Best wishes,
-Farah Farizza-

Santiago...

2006-03-19T20:03:00.000+08:00

Yesterday I had our wedding photos taken at Santiago. Set off in the morning to do my make up..when I came my make up artiste was already there. I had my make up done and then wear my first wedding gown, halter top gown with full embridery. But i dun like the hairstyle. Eee..I look old and Fendi looked so young in his suit.

Then came the second wedding gown and then the evening dresses. I look so damn gorgeous (I think this is the first time I praise myself and this is rare ok coz I know I am not pretty but yesterday I was !) in my cheongsam and pink evening dress. And then my family came to do the family potrait thingy and then I did the traditional clothes. My god the traditional clothes that we borrowed from the mak andam was so oversized for me. They said they altered it but it was so damn big. BUt what can I say, orang day pinjam kan dah bagus especially when there are Fendi's aunty/cousin.

We had our lunch and then off to outdoor shooting. We told the photographer that we love greeneries and beach so at first he suggested Sentosa but me and Fendi thought it would be a bad idea coz with all the people in Sentosa furthermore school holidays there would be tonnes of people. So the photographer suggested Alexandra and Punggol. So off we went the 3 of us, me with my veil and bustier type wedding gown to Alexandra first. The place was so hilly, we went uphill, downhill, we had to run and still look pretty. And it was so damn bloody hot. But view was breathtaking.

Then we went to Punggol and the journey alone took us 30 mins. WHen we reached there all we saw was lallang. Tall yellow lalangs but it was quite a pretty sight. I'm surprised that there are alot of couples there to take pictures as well. We went to the beach took some pictures of sunset and gosh I think its gonna be nice.

Drove all the way back to Bugis Junction and then rush off to take his family potrait. Actually they were supposed to come at the same time as my family but because the dad has to work, we had to do it later. So it was rushing coz we had to change our outfit one more time.

I was by then dead tired with a lot of makeup on my face and with all my hair done. I was hungry so we ate chicken rice and called the cab home. My god it really feels uncomfortable with make up on so I really wonder for those people out there who likes to wear thick make up how do you guys survive or rather how do your skin survive and breathe? Pitiful isn't it. And my hair was a total wreck with all the hairspray and backcomb. I nearly died when i tried to comb my hair. Fendi had to hold the roots while I had to force down the com thru my hair. It was hell man.

Woah panjang entry aku today. Excited sikit ah. I am only left with one weekend before I'm married. Hopefully the cameraman that Fendi engaged on my actual day will be as professional as the photographer yesterday. Dahlah handsome, baik and humorous pulak tu. We chose a Chinese photographer for our actual day coz I'm afraid to take the normal malay photographer. Not to look down on my own race but when I see the pictures and poses CRAP ah !

To all my friends who reads our blog, dun forget to come to my wedding. If you wanna attend to my solemnization ceremony, it will start at around 5 pm. Seats are limited so better come early. And for those who are coming on Sunday, please be here around 12.30 to 2.30 pm coz I'll be around. See ya then...Dun know when else I will blog coz i'll be very busy. -ShahFendi-

I'm counting my days....

2006-03-12T23:07:00.000+08:00

Hi, have been very busy and stressed up with work and marriage preparations. So many things to be done. At times I felt like I cant take it. Sigh....Hopefully all these things will be over before I knew it. DUn know why but these days I've become so hot tempered. I frowned a lot and that is not a good thing.

WHat should I say? Looking forward for the big day ? I am not excited at all about the wedding frenzy thingy but yes I am very excited to embark on a new life. To share my life with somebody I love, somebody whom I love very deeply for 9 years. Yes ! No more having to go back to two houses for him and I can see him everyday for the rest of my life. Stress ? Stress jugak. Must cook and wash and look after his needs. But that is my duty as a wife. And also cant wait to have our little one. I want a BOY ! But he wants a GIRL ! Insyallah.... -ShahFendi-

Thank you !!!

2006-03-01T19:32:00.000+08:00

Hi, haven't been blogging for a very long time. Maklumlah, computer dah pindah bilik. Furthermore busy coz in the midst of preparing for my big day. Its coming real soon. Broke pun broke jugak, boring pun boring jugak. Ntah eh...how should I describe my feelings....In case I will not be blogging until the day I get married, I wish to extend my deepest heartfelt big THANK YOU to Fawcett and her mum, Thank you CIk Nah !!! , who really helped me a lot in my wedding preparations. Girl, I don't know what to do if I don't have you and also to RAZI ! who helped me a lot on logistic matters. Thank you to you both sincerely from me and Fendi. -ShahFendi-

Konsert Rock Revival!

2006-02-18T10:53:00.000+08:00

Assalammualaikum semua!! Macam dah lama gitu aku tak blog ek. Al-maklomlah, busy cari calon suami muahahaha!! Just kidding...

Well well... tgk punyer tgk, my last update was last yr! hehe.. So while the year is still new.. HAPPY NEW YEAR 2006 folks!! Also, Selamat Hari Raya Haji hehe... and Gong Xi Fatt Choy! and of course the most impt... Selamat Tahun Baru Hijrah... so... what's new? Shah did blog abt it, yeah the main events were the trip to Benut to make their wedding cards... the project paint @ Shah's.

Recently went to JB again on the 10th of Feb, this time to my Mak Long's house to meet my Mak Su to collect the cards which are ready and oh yeah! as the title says, KONSERT ROCK REVIVAL!

11 Feb, the day i met my long lost lover haha!! MR Ahmad Azhar, atau lebih dikenali sebagai AWIE :P tu la, kan aku missed the konsert Rock Gerek, then gi KL cari kat Hard Rock pon tak jumpa, so Awie kesiankan aku, sebab tu la dia dtg Singapore lagi. Si Amy Search pon kesiankan Shah sebab Konsert dorang ari tu kensel kan hehe.. Went with Shah and Razi and also my abang, the known AWIE-Die-Hard-Fan. Sebab abg aku la aku pon suka sangat si Awie tu. Lagu semua gerek banget! Although first part hampeh! but after that songs by BPR sung by Man Toyak and Sweet Charity sung by Fuad Rahman. Then comes the group that we tot nobody wanted hehe "UNWANTED" and after their last song Penyesalan, my heart throbbed lover cum comedian came out with the evergreen rock songs from Wings!! and his new song "Tunangku di Kebas Orang" haha!! Of cos not forgetting Mr Feeee Wiiiieeettttttttt!! hehe Amy Search with his songs and one of my faves is Pawana! eh is that the title? So...... 45 bucks? WORTH EVERY CENTS!!

12 Feb, mini 'house-moving'. Hehe Shah's waiting for her new bedroom set to come, so b4 that, the transfers have to be done. Got help from Sempoi's bf's fren's father to drive his lorry. The pple that made it happened : Chin/Didi/Sham/Razi/Fendi/Shah/Sempoi/Yana/ME! Lunch for the day, mee & kway teow soup. YUM YUM!! It was a tiring day... didnt stay till late as i usually do..

Well... i guess that was all that happened since my last blog. I'm in the office now, no work to do, bored.... Oh talking abt work, we might move back to Far East Plaza maybe in Late march or April. Well that depends on how fast we can get the shop space and on how fast the renovation can be done. Korang2 yg tgh baca nie, tolonglah Do'a-Do'akan that business will pick up when we are back in Orchard. Maceh.... ;)

Okay la till next time folks! Have a good weekend!! Most probably, I'll be at home ;) Adios Amigos aku Berambos!! -FaWcEtT-

Project PAINT Launched & Completed

2006-01-27T22:52:00.000+08:00

Finally, Project PAinT has been launched and completed on 21/01/06 !! I wish to express my heartfelt thanks to Fendi (love ya darling) and also to the Chief Painter, Razi Maarop and Farah Fawcett. THey are the people who have put in a lot of effort in painting, moving my furniture and cleaning up my room. Thank you PALS ! Boy, it was tiring, painting and cooking, kacang Phool lagik !

Next project, waiting for my new bedroom set to arrive and to unpack all my stuffs back to the wardrobe. Cant wait for it coz my room is in total mess with boxes !

Then, its time to make my curtains and backdrop...that's another headache...haven't source for the material yet..

And then off to Mini KeLaTan to buy my 'hantaran' accessories, trays, flowers, boxes.....

There's just so many things to do....and another thing, the invitation cards are worrying me as well.

Ahhhh...don't wanna think about it too much..Actually feeling very 'sian' coz tomorrow working, monday and tuesday as well for the Chinese New YEar...Malas ah nak blog, takde mood....Ok lah for all my Chinese friends out there, GonG xI Fa cAi ! - ShahFendi-

Happy Sangat

2006-01-18T20:28:00.000+08:00

Yay ! Fawcett has finally done it....Folks, do take a look at our KL trip videoclip.... - ShahFendi-

Balik Kampung

2006-01-13T20:25:00.000+08:00

Last week, my closest buddy went back to Farah's kampung, something which we all look forward to. Actually the purpose of going there is to make ma wedding invitation cards, send Farah's mom to Benut and also for us to enjoy kampung life a lil bit. But it was raining all day long. We rented MPV and got Nissan Prairie...ok lah not bad very fuel efficient...can't imagine if we would have got Trajet, i think we need to go to petrol station to fill it up everytime.We didn't stop at Johor Bahru and went all the way to Pekan Nenas where I had my card done. THen off we went to Pontian to have our late lunch and early dinner and gosh it was by the sea and the sunset was so mystical. U guys should see our photos at Farah's photoalbum. It was nice....really...Then went back to Farah's Kampung, Parit Pinang in Benut, our favourite haunt....Watched the guys played neverending game of carrom, my baby won of course !. THen out for some seafood at Simpang Renggam..nice...and not forgetting the 6 burung puyuh we bought..and to my surprise we finished it all ! IT was delicious !!!

On Sunday it was raining all day long.....we were trapped in the house...not able to go anywhere because of the rain but it was still fun anyway and not forgetting sleepy !!!! We had our breakfast at our usual spot watching the rain pouring endlessly...sipping our hot tea done by Alip ! It really feels nice and laid back. Then had our lunch, and we got ready to go back coz my baby and Razi are working at night. We took the 2nd link back to s'pore and the rain was a disaster. Nasib baik lah kawan aku ni boleh tahan gak driving skills dier ni...can be trusted..Ceh, mestii kembang Cik Farah kita ni tau. Co-pilot pulak asik2 amik videocam.....

Send Fendi off to work later that night and the tank is still full..so I & Farah felt so sayang to give back with full tank so we thought of driving just anywhere so that the fuel will be half full. Drive punya drive punya drive.....fuel tu sama jugak. So picked my sis up and we all apa lagik berambu ah. Went to railway to have a bite but i think we chose the wrong place...all guys there and they were watching soccer so didn't sit long there and then we drove all the whole stretch of ECP, singing loudly in the car (lagu pulak tu best2). Reached home like 2 am....Woah, later on if I'm married, dun know if I can still be like this having so much fun. I will sure miss the fun times I had wif my friends. Farah, nanti bila aku dah kawin, bila Fendi kerja malam, kita buat cam gini lagi eh ! -ShahFendi-

Selamat Tahun Baru !!! Welcome 2006 !!!

2006-01-01T00:00:00.000+08:00

Happy New Year Everyone ! May the year ahead be a prosperous, healthy and fulfilling one for you and your loved ones. And to my darling, the love of my life, Happy 8 years and 9 months anniversary ! - ShahFendi-

Happy New Year !

2005-12-31T20:44:00.000+08:00

Hello, its been long since i blog. Today i usher the into new year alone. My baby is working afternoon shift. How sad. Anyways a lot of things happened in December. Too many things. Some pleasant, some unpleasant...the worst of all is that my pet hamster Itam, died on Christmas Day. I cried real hard. I felt so sad. Fendi buried her in the evening. I am now very busy preparing for my marriage. Stress seh ! Broke pulak tu ! Dat day went to ROMM to register my marriage wif Fendi and my dad.....ader pulak conflict pasal timing nak nikah. Aaahhhh...I dun wanna talk about it, anyways my parents already gave in to make it lepas asar. Leceh ah nak panjang2 kan cerita ni. Malas pun nak berbual about it. Buat aku boring aje.

Oh ya, on 17th December my company had dinner & dance at Changi Village Hotel (jauh nak mampos seh !) but this year was really different. We had staff performance which made the whole company so happy, the emcee was really great, two thumbs up for EventLink. The whole night was so entertaining, not dry. Too bad i didn't snap shots with my camera coz I was so busy at the counter. Maklumlah, this year committee member. But it was a succcess. Everybody commented good and am proud to be the committee member this year. This year no theme, so I just dress simply. Just a black Indie black flowy Esprit top with pants. Barely have any make up on ma face. I hate putting on makeup. If i can get the CD ROm with the the pix from our official photographer i will pose it up ok. Right now i only have the glamour shots taken with the committee members and Kak Noraini and Kak Leha. But the best event of the night gotta be me winning the best employee award for the Sales department. Never expected my name to be called up so thats why i took quite a while to go on the stage to receive the award. Hahaha..what a big joke...Not bad huh....But hey I really work my ass off man this year. I had to juggle with my neverending work, with my social committee meetings and commitments, being organiser within my own department and having to juggle with my personal life. ITs really not easy. But hey the year is almost ending and lets start a new chapter.

The week after D&D i was supposed to organise a BBQ gathering for my dept and Barwil Sales people. This time I was really pissed when organising the BBQ. U know Dec is always the time people go on leave...and so I was supposed to help them out. Do you know how stressful it is. U cannot even cope doing your own things...and now you have to do other people's stuff. Plus one high class colleague of mine is always asking me how's the food. I barely have time to do my work and I have to organise this when that person have all the time in the world, decorate christmas tree, walk around talking to other colleagues ? I was so damn bloody pissed off !!! But anyways the BBQ went well, except for the rain. I didn't bring camera though so no pictures.

Yesterday we had pot luck party at the office. Everybody is supposed to contribute one dish and so i volunteered to do finger food. I ask my mum to fry nuggets, that dory fish in bread crumbs and also hotdogs. Quite fun though and a lot of food ! Then met Farah yesterday to catch up. Been quite a while since I met her.

Next week, we all tot of driving up to Johor to do my wedding invitation card. One night stay in Benut, ok lah tu...just think of it as a short getaway. Now no money and time to go for a short holiday. Sorry Lene, Batam trip have to cancel. Who knows me and Fendi decides to have a private wedding party by the pool at Harris. Haha!

Ok, thats it for now. By the way I have recovered... am no more feeling down like I did two months ago. I wanna feel happy so that I'll look pretty on my wedding day which will be in 89 days time !!! Aarrrggghhh!!!! Stress !!!!!! - ShahFendi-

Lama nya baru nak update ?!?!?!

2005-12-29T15:14:00.000+08:00

Hehe.. hi alll!! i'm back.. i'm back!! rindu tak? semestinyer rindu kan? tgk tu adek nor dah rindu sakan tu... hehehe... ok so wat's new with me? banyak yg nak di ceritakan tapi tu la, nak cerita pon dah basi hahaha... but for those who keep visitng my photo album now and then should have a rough idea on waht's going on in my life.

oh well, in short... in november, i cant really remember wat happened other than going out beraya.. yeap 1st day raya in JB, then out visiting relatives in singapore with my parents and bro, then another weekend out beraya dgn members lama gua, sapa lagi kalau tak budak2 boonlay SS (bukan shiok sendiri eh) hehe. apa lagi eh? oh yes, si IBU kat ofis aku tu amik cuti for 1 mth gi Seattle from mid puasa sampai mid raya. fuh ingat dunia leh aman, tapi aiseyman (alamak terkejut aku boss aku masuk) nanti aku sambung ah! bubbye!! -1630hrs-

-1710hrs- ok sambung eh, (boss tgh bergayut kat telefon hehe) ah aku ingat dunia leh aman si IBU takder, sekali email bertimbun-timbun, siap bilang aku sapa dtg, masak apa lagi kat sana, penat seh baca, then asik2 kul 3-4pm dia mesti call ofis, pas tu ngadu sejuk lah, ngantuk la penat la... dlm hati aku, penat gi tido la! telepon aku buat apa! ok ok chill farah chill... k takmo citer pasal dia lagi, takder hasil.... so november mmg tak byk happenings ah... In december plak, 1St Dec aku bertolak gi Jakarta. pegi byk tempat jugak ah, gi ngan Kak Yam. tapi yg paling best tu, dpt naik BAJAI! and makan Martabak Manis. hah? apa tu? well kita kat sini panggil Apam Balik hehe. tapi special tau filling dia, ader lots of cheese, chocolate, peanuts, and condensed milk! fuh! sampai menjilat jari beb gua cakap sama lu!!! aku pi sana 4 hari 3 mlm, duk kat Sari Pan Pac. Gi la tgk aku nyer photo album eh. pas tu baru balik jakarta on sunday, friday night aku gi KL plak! gi lumut perak ngan pulau pangkor sekali. tak penat ke mcm tu? tapi aku happy, gi ngan family aku mak abah ngan apis. tapi aku balik sorang on sunday, so naik lah flight. tak kuasa aku nak duduk 5 jam dlm bas sorang2. apa aku buat kat sana tak ya la citer ek, aku pon dah lupa.. but pictures paint a thousand words (tul ke istilah tu?) gi tgk photoalbum aku eh.

abih tu, another sunday lepas aku balik tu, anak sedara aku punya majlis cukur jambul... hehe ke cukur rambut ek? sama la tu... asal dia tak jadi joe jambul sua... so mcm biasalah, ader marhaban etc etc... weekend lepas tu pulak, which has just passed, aku jadi anak yg baik (tapi mmg baik selalu pon) aku duk umah... ikut mak abah gi org kawin, pas tu visit wak aku (actually dia suruh aku panggil dier obek, tapi da terbiasa ah) pas tu makcik aku dari kampong melayu JB pon dtg gak, so layan la tetamu kat umah ...

tak lama lagi penashah nak naik pelamin, aku jadi org kanan hahaha tak la, tolong sikit2 tu boleh la... pas tu kakak sedara aku nyer turn nak nikah kat umah aku in May plak, maklumlah dia dpt org singapore... hehe pon aku jadi org kuat gak.... so aku pikir2, bila pulak aku nyer turn nie eh... InsyaAllah, Dia maha adil dan saksama... sabar jer la Farah yeee.....

Ok la semua, sampai di sini saja la eh... aku tak tau nak type apa lagi.. boring pulak korang baca nanti... in the meantime, take care and HAPPY NEW YEAR 2006!! -- FaWcEtT-- 1725hrs

Help Wanted !!!!

2005-12-05T23:04:00.000+08:00

I'm counting my days to end my singlehood, not that I am not happy to end it but there's just too many things to be done. I am only left with a few months to prepare for my wedding and it is really stressing me out. Not to mention my werkplace, that really, really stresses me out with the short of staffs. I finally went to the marriage preparation course. That 3 hours cost me and fendi 300 bucks but ok lah, i guess its for good so no complains but we were really like stupid people, not abling to answer simple questions, Hahaha..ingat tak sayang ??? Ours was a crash course, just the two of us with the ustazah so quite embarassing. But we survived. Last Sat, we went shopping for our wedding gifts. I tot of buying SKII skincare products but i changed my mind. It cost a bomb, at least 280 bucks and i have not really tried the products so forget it. In the end i settled in for Clinique, i bought two coffret sets consisting of treatment for the eyes, plus lipstick, pore refining lotion..etc...etc...Then i bought my future husband Biotherm coffret set, acnoclean, ntah apa ntah and also Hugo Boss fragrance coffret set. IT was really a good deal. To those getting married out there, wait for christmas to do your shopping. It is really worth to buy the coffret set instead of the individual items. And then they will pack it up nicely for in a box. Then we went to Nine West to buy my shoes, I bought this diamante brown & bronze shoe with killer heels. That one ok lah once in a while splurge in expensive shoes. 165 bucks but becoz i used my UOB credit card i get 15% discount. Kesian I, mentang2 lah tak biasa pakai shoes with killer heels so the first time when Mdm Zainab looked at the shoes, she was asking Fendi if I can wear it. Izal supposed to picked us up at 9 pm but he got lost on the way to ORchard so he finally reached Orchard at about 9:45pm. That was a tiring day for me coz I was working i stayed at the office till 3.45pm to pick Fendi up from the ferry terminal.
Yesterday, we saw SAWII at JE. There are really a lot of sick people around ya. Felt sick after watching the movie. I dun know if Farah is back from Jakarta. Enjoy betul makcik ni. Next month I need her to help me with a lot of things. I need her help to drive to Johor to take a look at my bedspread, then go do my wedding invitation card, maybe also need her help to clean up my room and paint my room, Hahaha...also to teman me go to my caterer's house to finalise the details. There's just so many things to be done and i'm still so lazy.......You and me all we want to be is Lazy......Suede....-ShahFendi-

I'm in love with X.......

2005-11-21T19:58:00.000+08:00

Really, I am in love with X.....with the band X-Japan. For once, I am really falling in love with a rock band, a truly rock band besides Guns & Roses. Guns & Roses has always been my first love but not really crazy. The craziest I have been is to fall in love with Suede. I've got to elaborate more about this X-Japan. I have never seen or heard a rock band who can play really powerful balads and to me even though the head banging rock songs I can accept it. For the first time, I am enjoying rock songs. U know the ones that Razi likes to makes me crazy listening to it. You know they can even performed with an orchestra beautifully. Its really marvellous. I really regret not knowing this band earlier. But too bad this band has disbanded long ago. I really hate my baby who introduced this band to me. When i like something, I became fanatic. Now I'm like half crazy. Listening to their songs every day. The must haves/listen everyday is Tears, both the extended and orchestral version, Forever Love, Kurenai, Endless Rain, Cruxify My Love, Alive. I think I must call my colleague in Kobe, Sachiko san to ask her to buy the album and have it couriered down to Singapore. Last time the only fav Japanese song was Say Yes by Chage & Aska but now I am really interested in Japanese music. I think my fiancee and his brothers are also hit by this phenomenon. When u step into Izal's car, you hear Tears, u hear Fendi's MP3 also tears, my MP3 also Tears. Hahaha....Really, you've got to listen it to feel it. I've been listening to it for like 3 weeks or 1 month, terus jadi depressed. Hahahaha !!!!!! The more I hear dry your tears, the more I cried. Its not that I'm crazy or what but the past 1 month has been the worst time in my life. I shan't elaborate further. Only the closest to me knows what's going on. But I feel better now. So much better than 1 month ago. I must thank my sweetheart who gave me the support and encouragement to carry on with life. Thank you darling, for everything you have given me for the past 8 ++ years, the beautiful white lilies, and the Goldheart criss cut diamond wedding ring. I really really love you from the bottom of my heart.

Back from the Dead

2005-11-19T17:48:00.000+08:00

Hi, been a long time since I blogged. Busy beraya lah ! Anyways, on the 12th Nov, we all BLSS clan berjalan raya. Not really BLSS lah, we have some other non BLSS peeps around. Let me see, these are the people who participated in the outing. My sweetheart, me, farah, ismail, lene, shirley, razi, zuriat, wati - BLSS clan. the rest were, Yat's girlfren (Wati's sister), Adek Nur and also my sweetheart's uncle, Bu Saiful and not forgetting the little cute one, Syirah. Very fun, the first time ever we went back so early. But it was tiring for me. U wanna take a peek at the photos...do drop by at my or farah's online photo album.
Me went to Cafe Vienna again yesterday for ma dept dinner. I was delegated to organise the dinner and what da heck i really exhausted my boss budget by arranging it in Cafe Vienna. But didn't eat much. I just cant. My tummy must have shrinked so much that I really cannot eat a lot nowadays. I've gone down by 5 kg at least and tis year hari raya is really terrible for me. I cant seem to fit well in all my baju kurungs and kebayas that i have made well ahead. They are all too loose for me. Starting from the 1st of day of Raya till now I really do not have appetite. My colleagues told me that I've grown to be too thin, they said i dun look nice, haggard looking. I tried to eat but I just cant. Something's bothering me. No mood to blog more. See ya ! -ShahFendi-

AIMAN AZFAR

2005-11-05T22:00:00.000+08:00

Alhamdullilah..... Today is my happiest day of the year... yup! Officially hold the title of "Mak Ngah" haha... My sis-in-law gave birth to a healthy 3.4kg baby boy early morning @ 0212hrs. His name, Aiman Azfar. Masa aku gi KKH, fuh senyum aku tak abis2 seh!! Suka sgt gitu... Lepas tu, sempat gak aku, adek ngan mak abah gi posing kat KKH haha... actually now dunno wat to say, just too happy to see his pics!! oklah next time aku sambung... take care semua and SELAMAT HARI RAYA MINAL AIDIL WALFAIZIN. Kalau ader salah silap, terguris hati, tergosip, terkutuk terhina, saya dgn ikhlas hati meminta mahap lah byk2 eh... ok See u on the 12th!! Dgn ini, saya akhiri dgn Wabilahi taufik wal hidayah, wassalammualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh!! -FaWcEtT-

Salam Lebaran

2005-10-31T18:25:00.000+08:00

Hi there, to whoever reading this humble blog of ours. Haven't been blogging for quite sometime, its not that i'm busy but just cannot be bothered. Though the big day, Hari Raya is coming I dun feel it. Maybe the mood is just not there. Been to geylang twice or rather thrice. Nothing much just heaps and heaps of pple there. I really hate it to be there. But i have to coz i had to get something. This year my baju raya not much. Just 2 pcs. Very plain. I saw other baju raya, they are so shining with beads, sequins or even shining lace. I so regret making plain ones. This years gonna be black and this year gonna be the last year I will spend my aidilfitri as a single, independant lady. Next year, if god willing I'll be spending it with my husband. I dun know how its gonna be. And I dun want to think about it.

I've been in deep thoughts lately. Thinking...thinking..and thinking...and I still don't know what to do. I have been thinking about this for quite a long time....Should I or should I not sacrifice for the happiness of my loved one.....I know no one will know what I am thinking about coz i have never really reveal it to anybody except for one soul in this world, but let this be my secret, between me and him. Some things are better left unsaid. If you are reading this, do think about it, what I have proposed to you. I do not want you to be living in regret all your life.

Ramadhan is coming to an end....and I'm feeling sad....Sad coz I do not know if I can meet the next Ramadhan. Insyallah, kalau diizinkan tuhan, kalau panjang umur, bertemu lagi kita Ramadhan tahun hadapan.

Akhir sekali, ingin sekali mengucapkan to whoever who's reading our blog Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri. Maaf Zahir dan Batin. ~ShahFendi~

Lousy

2005-10-11T20:57:00.000+08:00

I am still felling shitty, dun know why. I just felt like burying my head into my pillow and shout and cry. Sad or depressed over what oso i dun know. Maybe I feel lonely. At this time, I need someone to be beside me. Sigh...No mood to write. - ShahFendi-

PMS !

2005-10-10T21:45:00.000+08:00

Help ! I do not know why I felt like shit now. Bad stomach cramp, back pain makes it all worse. I dun know why I always feel like crying. Maybe I feel lonely. My sweetheart on the afternoon shift this week so we'll not be meeting from mon to fri. That sucks ! Never been seperated this long before except when I'm travelling. Since now is fasting month I cant meet him for lunch.
Mmmhhmm...maybe i'll just update what i've been doing for the past weeks...Nothing much..Met my make up artist..see what bridal clothes he has. And wow he really has nice bridal clothes. Oh yeah remember me & Fawcett and some others were supposed to go for Search concert but apa seh, cancel last minute. Baru nak feeling rockers. Pasal concert ni lah kiter cancel holiday plans kiter. But at last we finally made it to Harris for one night stay. My baby and I really want to spend time together. We did nothing much. It was supposed to be a relaxing trip. Arrived early but cannot check in yet coz the rooms are not ready so hang around at the pizzeria, ate their original Italian thin crust pizza, slept the whole afternoon, at night went for massge at Marina Spa then went for our sumptous dinner. We had crab, hotplate beancurd, beef, just the usuals. Went back and slept like a log. Fawcett dropped by to settle some hotel stuffs and we went to Mega Mall to just walk around. This time we took ferryback to Singapore by Batam Centre. I think I will never go back byBatam Centre anymore. Its so crowded and the stupid ferry took more than an hour to reach Singapore. We ate at Es teller for bakso, and then KFC..and then A & W for rootbeer float and waffles. Such a glutton kan these 3 fellas. Hahaha...
Fasting starts last Wed so after that not much activities except for breaking fast with your loved ones. 1st-3rd day I break fast with my family members. Sat went over to my future in laws place to break fast. Hey u know what Izal finally got his Toyota WISH so the whole of my fiance's family sent me home on Sat. Then yesterday we went to my future grand ma in law (doesn't sound quite right yea) at Pasir Ris to break fast with them. My future dad in law drove and when were were on our back to Jurong, we were lost!!!!!DUn know how we landed in Kaki Bukit, Defu, Ang Mo Kio, Seranggoon, BKE, KJE...Haha..Kelakar seh..Teringat time I, Fawcett and Fendi tersesat kat Bedok for about 1 hour eh. Then sesat lagik nak pegi east coast park, sampai ke geylang pusing 2 rounds, sampai masuk lorong nampak minah Cina tengah tunggu customer. Gross seh! Haha But nice experience !!!
I think i'm feeling like this coz I didn't get to spend enuf time with my baby. We've been spending time with our family members more than just the 2 of us. And this Sat, we will be spending time with our friends coz we will be going Geylang. Just a routine thingy that we do every year. Sun, maybe dine out to celebrate my future f.i.l. birthday. Dun know eh see how lah. Maybe i'm feeling quite down now so no mood for anything. Here are some pix taken during my Batam trip....-ShahFendi-

Sepet

2005-09-25T00:53:00.000+08:00

While my baby working afternoon shift this week, I've been staying at home and watching VCDs at home wif my sis. There's this one movie I watched and it really left a deep impression on me.
The movie called Sepet..not sure if many has saw this but I came to know it only lately and i really think it is a good movie. It is a "modern" malay movie. U can hear curse & swear in the movies and to me it only depicts one thing, Malays are so backwards. I really respect the director & producer of that movie Sepet, Yasmin Ahmad. Our filming industry can do so much better movies and it really beats all the stereotypes movies by Yusoff Haslam. I mean in all his movies, all u always see is famous stars (some can barely act but becoz got face everything goes), love story, love songs amongst all the other things that u'll see in his movies. If u were to see sepet, u will ponder, such a simple plot/storyline but it is so heart wrenching. No wonder this movie received nominations for some of the International Film Festival. Though not winning, I guess getting nominated is enough for you to show your credibility. Another movie I watched was Ampunkan Dosaku. My god, this one also so heart wrenching. Cried when watching this movie. This one is good. I will continue to support our Malay film industry but i guess you can leave me out for those stereotype movies, u know what i mean. The above are purely my personal comments and with no intention of backlashing persons who favours the stereotype movies (Afraid that Fawcett might be angry with me) I dun deny that I also watched all these stereotype movies but hhmm...u know what i mean....- ShahFendi-

Updates

2005-09-24T23:50:00.000+08:00

Dah lamer tak update blog. Maklumlah busy. So many things happened. I went for fitting for my bridal gowns...the Amazing Challenge...rebonding...On the 12/09/05, I went for my bridal gown fitting at Santiago. Oh my god, I was so demoralised when i tried the gowns all. Most of the gowns I cannot fit...cannot zip fully, all halfway..apa ke tidak all were tailored to model size. So when knowing that kira pacifiy lah sikit. Imagine if that were for normal average size & I cant fit how sad will I be.Basically I've chosen everything, 2 wedding gowns and 3 evening dresses. I have yet to confirm the last outfit though. I have also fixed my photo taking date but I forgot that I cannot make it on that day coz its my co. dinner & dance. How stupid now I have to rescheduled it to another date.
On 16/09/05, my co had our long awaited, The Amazing Challenge. This one is ala The Amazing Race lah but this one no need take place and bus. It was a very enjoyable and successful event. Well, as one of the comittee members I am really proud of this event. There were 6 groups with 6 people in a group, people from various department all taking part. Imagine all the big bosses, my vice president, dressed in shorts & t-shirts go running around to find the clues and all. Fun giler. First pit stop was @ Mercedes where groups are supposed to have the hoolla hoop game, then the Tic Tech centre to do something with chopsticks, then basketball court @ Blk 714, blindfolded and dribble a ball, then Mc Cafe at West coast Park, then the playground at West Coast park before reaching the end point which is the Chest Garden. I was stationed at the basketball court. After the whole thingy, we gathered at the Chest Garden for dinner buffet, some music and get together. Then wat a surprise ! The emcee announced my name and Kak Noraini's name coz we are celebrating our birthdays real soon. So the presented us with a slice of cake and sang us a birthday song. SO touching. Whole company singing u a birthday song but with only a slice of cake. Haha. Anyway thanks to Anthony for the cake. I will be putting up the photos of the amazing challenge at my online photo album so do take a peek.
On Sat, 17/09/08, my baby was working so waited for him to come home to celebrate my birthday. We went to Han River for steamboat BBQ. He wanted to go for Cafe Vienna but I dun know, i preferred Han River. Maybe the other time I went to Cafe Vienna, i didn't really enjoy the main course. I only enjoyed the desserts. So I think it'll be more worthwhile to go for the high tea instead. Ate all my hearts out at Han River.
My Birthday, 18/09/05 - Was supposed to celebrate my birthday alone this year coz my baby has to overtime. But hey change of plans, he didn't so we went to Swensen to have our apple crumble. Didn't do much. Went home after that.
19/09/05 - My future in laws gave me a birthday treat at Bagus IMM. I least expected them to remember my birthday let alone celebrate it with me. It was very nice of them. I also received presents from them. They gave me a key chain with my name inscribed on it and also with my horoscope. It was very sweet of them. THank you guys for taking the trouble to celebrate my birthday for me. I really appreciate it.
24/09/05 - Darling's working afternoon shift. Worked today so met him at Jurong East today. Done something to my hair. Nothing much
25/09/05 - My darling's off day. Bringing the kids to McDonald's tomorrow for breakfast and after that all the time is ours. Tot of spending time with each other tomorrow but haven't got plans yet. We'll see.....
Wow, i think this must have been the most lengthy input I've ever written. Got to go now.
-ShahFendi-

Hari Raya Outing

2005-09-23T13:20:00.000+08:00

Ok pple... just a short msg cos im in the office!! hehe... This yr Hari Raya Outing will be early... 12th November 2005, Saturday. I dunno how many of my frens will see this msg but those who seen, please pass the msg around... haha ok shah i will send a mass email very soon!! Ermm... this one is the yearly BLSS outing eh plus org-org lain yg ader sangkut-paut tu... paham-paham jer la... (hmmz biler lah aku nak bawak partner nie?).. to those of my frens who are not part of my BLSS clan (eg. polymates etc) do email or call me should you want to organise an outing as well... haha macamlah polymates aku baca ini blog... sajer jer nak panjang kan citer... ok adios!!

I'm back !!

2005-09-03T22:28:00.000+08:00

Haha, its been a while since I last blogged. Busy pun ye..malas pun ye. Nothing much has happened in my life. Looking forward for my V.P to break the good or bad news to us on 19th Sept. There has been so much uncertainties these days. I dun know if Wilh. Wilhelmsen will need my service.I hope they do coz well there goes my very comfortable income if they dun need me. Ok, lets keep our finger crossed.
Haven't been doing much lately. Oh yeah just last week went to our friends's gathering, (Suriati), and we get to see her baby. Cute and small baby. I think she's gonna be petite just like her momma. Oh yeah, and my dad, my sis and me was without my mum for 6 days last week. Imagine 6 days w/o ur mum, how miserable can ur life be. No home cooked food, laundry have to do urself, nobody to talk to...My mum went to Bangkok with her friends for 6 days. It was an all aunties outing. So there's one Sat Fawcett came over to accompany me. My baby's working for how many weekends..i dun know..lost count. But tomorrow he's taking leave to spend time with me. We tot of going to the movies, pig out (of course!!) and of course to spend a romantic evening together at our usual place, at the Esplanade (not along the durian, the old one, opposite Padang). That place has been our favourite haunt since we started dating donkey years ago. Looking at the skycrapers, the waves, the stars...its really romantic. We talked about the past, present and our future and we made a pact...that even though if we are married with children, we will still be walking at the same path holding hands and reminisce the good old times.
Woah, quite a long entry for someone who says there's nothin much going on with her life. But i wonder ader ke orang baca our blog ni Fawcett ? Ok lah, my head's killing me..got to go..oh yeah...these are some of the pix taken on one fateful nite...3 girls and a guy (all crazy !!) To see more, do take a peek at our online photo albums. - ShahFendi-

3 rockers w/ Fawcett as leader of d pack

Sentosa.......

2005-08-30T20:07:00.000+08:00

Eh kengkawan... i just got this from the Sentosa Team.. mcm gerekz kan... biler nak gi ??? dah mcm berzaman tak jejak Sentosa.. Kkehekhekheee...... its called "The Sentosa Luge".

The Luge which originated in New Zealand is a fun-filled gravity ride on a three-wheel-cart using a unique braking and steering system that gives the rider full control. The non- motorized cart operates on the principles of gravity and provides a fun ride on a downward slope. The riders are in total control of how laidback or thrilling they desire to be.

The Sentosa Luge is situated at the hilltop, opposite the Carlsberg Sky Tower at the Imbiah Lookout cluster of attractions. The track is 650 metres of downhill fun with lush green forest and stunning beach views.
In addition, the quad chairlift which rides 60 feet above ground offers a breathtaking bird's eye view of Sentosa's canopy of secondary rainforest.

$8/adt per ride (more rides u purhase, the cheaper it gets!!)

Just another day.........

2005-08-30T15:26:00.000+08:00

Alo sumua.... Apa kabar? Awat lama aku tak dgr berita dari hang hang sumua... Eh salah... hang hang yang lama tak baca blog entry kami naww... (Macam lah ader ramai sangat yg baca pon) Lagu nie.... bukan kami sumua dah tak interested nak nulis blog nie.. cuma kami berdua nie sibok lah bebenor... Yerla apa tak nya... hardworking la katakan... (Hardworking ker malas nak tulis entry jer) Crita punya crita, nie aku ada nak habaq sesuatu kat hangpa sumua... kat opis aku sekarang nie ada orang baru... 'Ibu' dari Makassar indonesia... dah seminggu lebih la dia kerja kat sini... Bukan apa... bukan aku tak suka tapi dia tu... yer la trained in Biz Dev. & Mktg so semua benda dia buat nak professional. Mmglah untung kalau aku blajar dari dia, tapi tu cara dia tu terlalu baik la! (haha apa seh org buat baik pon salah) ya la hangpa sumua taulah apa maksud aku.. kalau aku nie otak jahat mesti aku ingat ada cicak di sebalik frame.. tapi org buat baik takkan la aku nak mengata dia pulak kan.. Dlm baik baik dia tu, ada la nampak kedegilan tu.. (maklomlah dia kata dia orang bugis) cuma nak tegur tak sampai ati, sebab bual pon teratur tata tertib.. Boss aku la selalu jadi sasaran aku nak lepaskan geram tu... Tapi ari nie, boss aku pulak tak masuk ofis sebab ader hal, so... Sabar jer la farah...!! Sebab tu aku masuk blog nie, konon lepas geram ah nie.. Sudahlah, malas aku nak habaq banyak2 pasal dia, takda pekdah nya. Buat penat jari menaip ja.

So..... nak tanya sikit, hangpa sumua nie dah tengok gambar dlm photoalbum kami belom? Pi la singgah, ada gambar orang-orang yg tak betul sikit tu. Haha... Oklah, aku cabot dulu... nanti aku sambung lagi ah... Assalammualaikum!! -FaWcEtT-

Down With Flu

2005-08-12T22:49:00.000+08:00

Hey..am down with flu now. Its been 2 days already and i have been bracing myself up by not going to the doctor. Haha..If i were to see doctor she would surely give me m.c. And also partly becoz i have an audit by Arne from Oslo, Norway. I think i did pretty well during the auditing..well, answered the questions very confidently. I think i got the flu bug from my baby who is well now. And i still have to work tomorrow how sick is that. But nevermind, looking forward for next week coz i won't be in the office for 3 days to attend an excel training and exam after the training. At least i get to go home early for 3 straight days, no need to slog in the office...Haha...I've got a temperature still and really feeling uncomfortable. Gotta take my medicine now. Bye for now. - ShahFendi-

Konsert Rock Gerek!!

2005-08-09T16:36:00.000+08:00

Urrghhh... Heard that it was good and worth going! Yeah saw some clips that my bro took and yes it was cool... but hey, i always can meet 'him' @ HRC KL!! hahaha... yea dream on Fawcett!! ;) anyways.... HAPPY 40th BIRTHDAY SINGAPOREEE!!!!!!! proud to be a SiNgApOrEaN ;)

--FaWcEtT--

Suede Rocks !

2005-08-09T00:21:00.000+08:00

To the best band ever SUEDE, U Rock ! I am really an ardent fan of SUEDE who religiously bought all of their albums. Some of my friends knows me as SUEDE freak, even my boyfriend thinks i'm crazy but u've got to really listen to their songs. Their songs are all too human, Very tragi-comic dramas about real people and real lives. or as BRETT once put it, “about the used condom under the bed.” their story – without wishing to sound too cynical, humourless or (god forbid) pretentious – is a testament to the power of the human spirit. Below are some pix of the ever gorgeous BRETT ANDERSON and of course SUEDE as a group. -ShahFendi-

Hazean's Wedding

2005-08-07T22:32:00.000+08:00

Hey..today is a happy day...not so happy though coz my baby is sick, down with flu..Hope he'll get better tomorrow. Aniways..went to one of my pal's wedding..yes..another one of us getting hitched ! But sadly only a few of us turn up..Me, Fawcett, Razi, Kak Lina, Lene and Shirley..Sab went yesterday..Azrina can't make it others..hhmmm..i dun know where....I think that was the longest "jemputan" that i ever attended. We were there from 2 pm till about 4.15 pm. Reunion wif your old friends are the best time you had coz that's when all the merepekkksss starts..And Hazean, of course she looked so pretty with her groom. Congrats !! Hope you'll have a happy journey with the man you love, sincerely...Went home straight by cab after dropping Razi and Farah off. My baby reached home at about 5 pm and i served him lunch and after resting for a while, give him his medication and after that he slept...Then after maghrib, met Fawcett and Razi again to chill out...Just came back from hanging out with them coz Razi has to work and my baby has to rest...So for now a pix that we took just now at Hazean's wedding. Enjoy ! - ShahFendi-

A few pretty ladies and 1 gentleman

Anak "Metro" on the way to keinsafan (chong dier si Ah Lian kat tengah2 tu)

Kau di Kenang Selamanya.....

2005-08-06T00:17:00.000+08:00

Arwah Atok Yah & Arwah Anjang

with my Mom

Taken on my mom's birthday 12 June 2004

That's Life I Guess.....

2005-08-05T23:37:00.000+08:00

5 Months and 4 Days after the absence of my Grandmother Atok Yah, one of my favourite Uncle, whom i affectionately call Anjang, went away to be with Allah. No one ever expected it at all. Yes, he was suffering from diabetes, HBP and some others, but he was one strong man. Always the 'joker' in the family. Always the cheerful one. Always the one who readily offers to bring us anywhere, anytime, anyday. He was the one to bring joy to my brother's wedding, singing quite a number of songs on that day. The last song being "Suci Dalam Debu" by Iklim. And yes, when i told my frens about the sad news, they remember him by that song.. "Ouh yg karaoke masa abg kau kawin tu eh?".. "Ouh.. yg kasi speech yg berjela tu eh?" He did made an impact on a lot of people.

A week before he went away, my mom had this weird feeling like she frequently have. Except this time, she burst into tears without knowing the cause. Now i realise, how great the relationship between siblings can be. A few days before his demise, he called almost all his sisters including my mom. He wanted to plan for a Kenduri Tahlil for my late Atok Yah and kenduri before Ramadhan and wanted my mom to cook. But he didnt manage to fulfil it.

2 Months ago, he did tell me that he wants to bring his wife and kids to Batam for a holiday end of this year and wanted me to take care of it. And again, he can't fulfil it.

His eldest son, Uzaini, just emailed me. Never before did we contact each other when we dun meet. But i guess, like most people say, ader hikmah di sebalik apa yg dah berlaku. Probably this is wat makes our relationship stronger. Uzaini mentioned in his email for me to visit them whenever i am in KL. This makes me recall wat my mom asked me thru the phone while i was holidaying in KL a few weeks ago. My mom asked, "Kau tak singgah umah Anjang, Farah?" and i replied, "Eh tak lah, mana sempat?" Somehow i regret saying all those, cos now i tak sempat jumpa Anjang for the last time. But wat's passed is passed. I'll just have to learn to accept the fact. Aku redha.......

I guess i treasure my life more now. I have ignored what i should have done for quite a long time. Maybe its time for me to once again asked for forgiveness and a peace of mind and soul from Allah. and i really hope this time, it lasts....

Anjang & Atok Yah, kau ku kenang selamanya.. Mungkin sudah terlambat utk aku meminta ampun dan maaf darimu, tetapi ku harap kau telah ampunkan segala dosaku kepadamu selama ini... Aku berdoa agar Allah mengampunkan segala dosa2mu dan menempatkan kau di golongan yg beriman dan bertaqwa. Amin.....

Aku sangat merinduikan kehadiran mu...

Yg Benar,
Farah Farizza.

To the love of my life

2005-08-01T00:05:00.000+08:00

I was feeling all sentimental suddenly and I was pondering what the love of my life was telling me just now....that i no longer am a romantic person and not expressive enough towards him. Maybe yes, I have neglected you in some ways and become one hella jealous and hot tempered freak..I'm sorry...But u know there are some things that are better left to be unsaid..So here i am baby, listen to what my heart has to say thru this lyric.... & By the way Happy 8 years and 4 months anniversary darling...I love u....
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Everything I Own.......

You sheltered me from harm.
Kept me warm, kept me warm
You gave my life to me
Set me free, Set me free
The finest years I ever knew were all the years I had with you
I would give anything I own,
Give up me life, my heart, my home.
I would give everything I own, just to have you back again.

You taught me how to love,
What its of, what its of.
You never said too much,but still you showed the way, and I knew from watching you.
Nobody else could ever know the part of me that can't let go.
I would give anything I own,
Give up me life, my heart, my home.
I would give everything I own
Just to have you back again.

Is there someone you know,you're loving them so, but taking them all for granted.
You may lose them one day,someone takes them away,and they don't hear the words you long to say
I would give anything I own,Give up me life, my heart, my home.
I would give everything I ownJust to have you back again.

-ShahFendi-

Al-Fatihah

2005-07-31T22:38:00.000+08:00

My heart goes out to Fawcett who had just lost an uncle in KL.....Al-Fatihah...
-ShahFendi-

pUnKeD !!

2005-07-28T22:44:00.000+08:00

Gosh, Picture pUnKeD !!!
Hey, my bro-in law is back !! Welcome back to the family bro !!
-ShahFendi-

KL Menjerit Lagi..

2005-07-27T23:50:00.000+08:00

Berjaya Times Square 23rd July 2005

Successfully Taken on the 3rd Ride!! ~~~~WooooooHooooo~~~~ FaWcEtT

KL dah menjerit !!!!

2005-07-26T21:45:00.000+08:00

Finally the plan that 4 of us had in mind years ago had been executed....We finally reached KL. Had so much fun except for some moments...that somebody dun wanna talk to me...
We did a lot of walking..really a lot...pissed off with the receptionist at the hotel. She made us carry our bags and we walked for a damn 10 hours before checking in. Went to a lot of places...KLCC, berjaya times square for the rides...(we took the roller coaster 3 times !!), chill out at HRC (too bad didn't meet awie, fawcett was disappointed), saw Fantastic 4 at Berjaya times square, went to Jln Masjid India, Bukit Bintang and lastly Petaling Street...Very exciting but tiring trip..imagine we walked most of the time...barely sleep. Bad experience with the bus ride home though...Cant describe the fun...you've gotta experience it yourself...So for now a lil pix of the 4 of us in Berjaya Times Square Theme Park...For more photos do visit our online photoalbum...we have a lot of video footage too but i not sure how to do it...Till then - ShahFendi-

2005-07-19T15:17:00.000+08:00

Oh My, its already Tuesday!! I'm counting down to the day we depart for KL!! *Akhirnya, kini pasti, kita pergi......* hahaha.. ok ok... i wont get too excited... :p i'm currently at the office, bottom half drenched!! haha... it is raining heavily and my boss got stuck @ the mosque, so FaWcEtT to the rescue!!!!! as a "reward", we went to our fave coffeeshop and drink teh-tarik! to think abt it, its my second cup for the day! now... my pants are all wet, shoes wet... now berkaki ayam and letting my socks dry with the CPU fan hehe i hope the water doesnt drip in it or zzzzeeettt!!! hehe tat was supposed to be the electrocuted sound effect :p later evening, am going for a bowling session with my parents, brothers and sis-in-law... hehe i think we'll be going to the SUPER BOWL @ tmn jurong sheng siong . hmm never been there actually..... my mom is so excited, well not because of the bowling but the marketing hehe.. i dun have much updates currently, anyway i guess Shah had already blogged bits and pieces abt it.. ok la pple, please keep on flooding the tagboard, well it does make this blog seem more interesting ;) till then... take care!!

My first ever concert. Sorry guys, really wanted u all to come, but too bad tickets all sold out, full house... :p Next time ok ;) kekekeke..

Spring cleaning

2005-07-17T21:42:00.000+08:00

I have been good today cleaning my wardrobe and I realised that I've so many jeans...Jeans which i have accumulated over the years...Levis 502, 550, 521, 577, 812, 951 Bold Jeans, u name it I've got it...I even have the orang tab still, silver tab long gone...(that was my favourite !!!) Some of the cutting are out of date..so cannot wear anymore...Maybe I should give them away. But i still do not have space in my wardrobe..Cant wait for my KL trip wif my dearest friends..The whole day today occupied with cleaning, washing my laundry...watching tv, eating..boring kan ? What a pity, my baby is working overtime today..Today, watched celebrity and oh my gawd its Amy Search... I hear they are doing a concet in SIngapore..dunno how true but if they are..I will surely go..minah rockers katakan !! - Ok lah si sempoi wanna use the pc, Till then...-ShahFendi-

Sad

2005-07-17T00:21:00.000+08:00

Allo..busy doing my laundry..gotta finish all of them before I leave for KL next weekend. Actually supposed to meet farah online to pass her some photos just now..but when i went online she's no longer online..Think will pass to her the CD one fine day. Haven't been doing much lately. Work, work and work. But definitely cant wait for our KL trip next week. I'm very excited about this trip. Finally after planning for close to about 3 years (about there kan Farah ?) we are really going this time. By the way, anybody interested in watching school concert bands perform at botanic garden tomorrow ? I missed the concert last week coz we went for karaoke so my baby promised to go with me tomorrow but unfortunately, he has to overtime tomorrow. What a pity, if not we can picnic by the park...bring a mat, basket with cheese & biscuit and not forgetting champagne or some white/red wine (sparkling juice for us). Wow, how romantic ! Alrighty, got to go now..feeling sleepy oredi...-ShahFendi-

Sab's Engagement

2005-07-09T23:46:00.000+08:00

Today we all went for Sab's engagement party. Met up will our old friends as usual. And u known what ! Suriati is in labour !!! Congrats !! Hopefully the delivery will be a smooth one. Another addition to the family is always a joyous occasion. Prior going to Sab's engagement party, my baby and I went to Sembawang Shopping Centre to check out the bedspread. I didn't really know how to choose so our visit this time is not fruitful..Didn't get a good deal..and was scared to commit oso coz Ita told me if they are offering more than 300 bucks, u can forget it. After Sab's engagement party, we all went to chill out at Coffee Bean at Holland V, our usual spot for chilling out. Lene, Farah, my sweetheart and myself went to enjoy our Sunrise and a slice of cheesecake. How sinful ! Hey Lene, thanks for the treat !! Uploading the photos that we took just now. Look at Sabaria, she's so pretty !!! Hey guys, pls check out my online photo album for the rest of the pix that we took just now !! - ShahFendi-

Eat till you drop

2005-07-09T00:50:00.000+08:00

Today I had company dinner at Siam Kitchen in Suntec City. I was delegated to do the sourcing of restaurants and booking arrangements and sometimes I wonder since when my JD includes organiser as one of my duties. Lately they have been asking me to do these organising dinner, ordering of jackets and also organising a trip to Batam. I mean my work i already cant finish and I have to do this somemore. Luckily I enjoyed being an organiser so no complains except for a handful of my colleagues who really gets on my nerves. They are really pain in the ass sometimes. Oh yeah not forgetting I am also the social comittee this year. Bangkok trip and the movie screening have passed i wonder what next on our list. I guess it'll be the big event of the year which is Dinner & Dance.
Anyiways, we really ate a lot at Siam Kitchen today. We had ala carte buffet which includes 20 dishes..wow what a spread ! I still feel so bloated now....
My baby is on night shift and he fetch me from Suntec just now. Sat for while and then send him off to work and after that took cab home. So tired...I still got a long day tomorrow...Gotta go Sab's engagement and also to hunt for mybedspread. I dun feel like sleeping coz still feeling full and also uploading all the pix that I have to my photo album. Lambat lak si gambo ni upload....Ish....Ok lah...thats it for now..till then..-ShahFendi-

Stilll tireeddddd...

2005-07-07T23:56:00.000+08:00

Its been 3 days since i came back but i am still feeling so tired. haha... Well just a quick recap of wat i did in KL/Cameron. Day 1 30 June: Met the group @ Newton Circus carpark 6pm and becos we forgot to 'chop' seats although we are the first to arrive, thus we got the seats on the very last row. But i guessed its a blessing in disguise cos we got to sit with 2 kakaks whom entertain us all the way thru haha!! Reached Equatorial KL @ 2330hrs. Check in and since we cant sleep, we ate cup noodles and spend time snapping pictures in the room. Day 2 01 July: Woke up early morning, had breakfast and gathered @ 8am to go for a seminar @ Renaissance Hotel. After lunch, we proceeded back to the hotel to rest.. haha shall not describe wat was supposd to be the original plan and wat happened. 5pm gathered @ hotel lobby again to go Renaissance again for early dinner. That's where i got my face drawn by a cute guy who's younger :( haha check him out in my photoalbum! we got back to our hotel @ 10pm and after a quick wash up, 5 of us met up and went to ZOUK. but after much disappointment with their house music, we went to The Beach Club where its live band and the fun begins! Left @ 2am and had teh tarik for supper and back to hotel. Day 3 02 July: Had breakfast, & gathered at 8am and proceed for day tour to Putrajaya. am really Amazed by their buildings with influence from all over the world. shan't say much, just take a peep at the phtos k? We proceed back to the hotel after lunch @ putrajaya and had a quick hotel inspection and after that dinner @ equatorial. straight after dinner, we went to Merdeka Stadium to view the "Colours of Asia in Malaysia". i dunno if u guys caught our faces on TV1 or TV3 hehe. Reached hotel @ midnight and again after quick wash up, we went to 'The Beach Club' again. this time round with more pple. its really fun for me as someone who dun club. hehe but still i'll only do that out of singapore. and unlike yest, this time we left @ 3+am till the club closes. went for supper again and finally reached the hotel nearly 5am. Day 4 03 July: After breakfast & checkout, we left for Cameron Highlands @ 8am. Too bad we used the new highway up to cameron. The roads are wider thus not much 'thrill' going up as told by my boss using the old road. Reached Cameron @ 12noon. BUT the rooms are not ready! They told us its full house and the guests checked out late. DUH! wat reason! haha so we left our baggages @ the concierge and went for lunch in the hotel. After lunch, went for a quick 'city' tour of cameron. Seriously Cameron Highlands is a very nice place to relax. But to have lots of fun, its a no no. hehe. After we came back to the hotel abt 4-5pm, we checked in and rested a while. Next a hotel inspection again followed by steamboat dinner. after dinner, we are supposed to go to the nite market but since we are quite tired, we stayed back and played pool & fusbol in the hotel lobby. after 2-3 games, we went to the Karaoke Room called "Sing-A-Lot". hehe had my chance to duet with Sempoi "Senja Nan Merah" by Awie & Ziana. and a few other songs. The KTV closes @ 12midnight. Thus went back to the room and realise that 'Botak' is just next door with John & 3 other guys, so we opened the connecting doors and chat n chat n chat. For the first time i got fed by John with Strawberry dipped in Chocolate Fudge. YUM YUM!! we stopped chatting at abt 2 am and they left the room. However, Sempoi and Edmund tried to scare me with 'things' flying into the room and lying next to me. IDIOTS! hehe. but in the end i managed to sleep! Day 5 04 July : Breakfast & Checkout and 0745. Proceed to Malacca Equatorial hotel for Inspection and lunch! another stop @ Yong Peng b4 finally reaching Singapore Newton @ 8pm. Ben, our coach driver, is so nice to send us home by car after he parked the coach @ Chinatown Carpark. Thanks Ben, Handsome ! Gosh i think i talked too much! Ok i shall continue uploading the photos that i did halfway. adios! -FaWcEtT-

Irritable Bowel Syndrome

2005-07-04T23:37:00.000+08:00

Today sick...Vomitted out almost everything that I ate. Got 2 days M.C. Catherine says I have irritable bowel syndrome..Didn't even get to go for the interview Marlina arranged for me. I was all set and ready to go..but the moment I set foot outside the stairs, I vomitted. My baby was so worried that he straightaway called Lene to say that I really cannot make it today. I felt so terrible. Sorry Lene for all the trouble I caused you but i really cannot do it today. I was all limp and confined to bed and the only visit I made was to the toilet. To vomit. Hopefully tonight i am able to sleep..unlike yesterday I didn't have a wink at all coz I was vomitting all the time. Poor me. Hope I'll get well soon. Thats all for now..-ShahFendi-

War of the world

2005-07-03T21:35:00.000+08:00

Well like Fawcett was saying nothing much happened..u know life in S'pore is so boring. Weekdays as usual werk..werk...werk...My stomach is aching like hell i dunno why. On Sat went out with Shirley to Orchard, went shopping. That must one hella shopping trip I've ever had. Not that I bought a lot of things but it was so damn tiring ! Actually Ita was supposed to go out with me, but somehow...she as usual..maybe forgot and wasn't contactable. So me & Shirley was desperate and came knocking on her door but she wasn't in. So off we went to ORchard..Went back quite late coz we we ate twice...at NYDC and also Marche...THen today, I have a company gathering..We booked the whole theatre at Cathay Cineleisure ORchard for the movie War of the WOrld. I think it is a lame movie but I don't mind to watch for the ever gorgeous Tom Cruise. Dakota Fanning was great ! After the movie we gather for a lil bit for some reception..finger food and some other stuff. Great way to catch up and show off your family members. I brought along my two angels and my sis. Tot of bringing my baby but too bad he was on afternoon shift. Farah not around. But no so bad lah, free tix for Unitorian and the remaining tix pay at only $4.50 each instead of the usual $9.50. Went home after the movies and slept and when i wake up i really have a bad headache. I'm on half day leave tomorrow but i tot of taking MC coz i need to see a doctor for my tummy. I really dun feel well now....K lah got to go now. Till then...-ShahFendi-

I'M STILL ALIVE & KICKING!!

2005-06-29T16:23:00.000+08:00

Hey all!! If u are just wondering where i've been, well still here! Kinda changed my mind abt blogging everytime i logged in (senang cakap MALAS). haha..anyways nothing much to update abt me.. still same old story. It only gets interesting when i found my MR Right. hehe! Just to let you know, i'm off to KL/Cameron tmr evening with 'SemPoi' (u'll find out who Sempoi is next week! Stay Tuned!). Trip sponsored by Tourism Malaysia & Equatorial Hotel. Tell u more abt it and definitely will go clicking with my new SONY Cybershot (well my dad's actually!). Hopefully i can get use to using it, cos u know, i'm more familiar with Shah's. So do check out this blog again next week for my updates ok dudes and dudettes! Meantime, do enjoy Shah's Bangkok photos!

Current updates:
(1) KL Trip is now confirmed on 22-24 Jul. Departing 22nd night @ 2200hrs. Hotel Stay @ Ancasa Hotel. CHEAP CHEAP! hehe.. Confirmed participants - ME, Shah, Fendi, Razi. Please to those who is reading this, let me know by 8Jul if u wanna join in. Strictly for ex-BLSS members only hehe OOPS!

(2) Benut World of Durian Trip has been postponed due to some unforseen circumstances. Well it looks more like cancelled than postponed cos there's no guarantee that the durians will stay! haha! Meantime, just enjoy the durians sold in Singapore. (EH quite cheap ah! Bought 14 packs of it last week! For just 14 BUCKS!) But of course, the thrill of eating it in a hut in the durian plantation is lost.

(3) To those who still have not replied to Hazean's msg abt ur addresses, please do so thru me or directly to her ok?

Well, i guess that should be all for now folks! Fawcett signing off.. Good 'Night'. (leh jadi reporter tak? hahA!)

Sawadee Bangkok

2005-06-27T23:12:00.000+08:00

Hi, haven't been blogging coz so bz. Juz came back from Bangkok yesterday. It was a tiring trip. It was a very short trip but itinerary was so packed !! All we did was shop..shop..and shop..till we drop. Went to quite a lot of places, Suan Lum night market, Chatuchak, Pratunam, Mah Boon Krong but gosh Bangkok was so hot !!! There were so many things to buy but I just dun know what to buy. Maybe its the weather that's making me so uncomfortable. Didn't know what to buy. Went with 1 backpack, came back with 2 bags. Hah!! Dun know what to buy eh. I didn't get to ride tuk tuk coz my colleagues were kinda scared. Nvm, I shall go for the second time and this time I make sure i really shop. So tired now. That's all for now..Till then -ShahFendi-

I wanna slap and punch FIFI

2005-06-16T23:28:00.000+08:00

Hi, just finished watching DIA. I became a more angry person after watching this show just because of one character. FIFI !!!! Oh, my god, I have never seen anyone so vicious and materialistic and selfish in this planet earth. If i ever meet her, I wanna, slap, punch, pull her her hair out of her nostrils clean!!!! Ya man...damn, what a bitch ! Okay enuf of this FIFI !! My blood boils seeing this drama.
Oh yeah, this week quite exciting. Met my insurance agent wif Fawcett..then hang out and go home just in time for the drama. Yesterday I met my BP mates from M'sia, HK and Taiwan. I really miss my BP mates. I met them at Traders Hotel, as usual, Bp preferred hotel besides Shangri-La, had dinner wif Eddy and later met Linda and Janice. Yesterday was Janice's birthday so I brought them to HRC to celebrate. What a pity I cant meet the rest...Susan still in Rotterdam. Kinda miss her. Went home and met Fawcett coz she wanna pass my camera back to me coz I am leaving Bangkok next week. Cant wait for the weekend coz felt sick of my work. Piles & piles of stuff to be done in the office but wat da heck....work can never finish so take it easy. Worried for my baby now coz he's so stressed out at this workplace. K lah, enuf for now...will blog again some other time..-ShahFendi-

One

2005-06-14T23:31:00.000+08:00

Is it getting better
Or do you feel the same
Will it make it easier on you now
You got someone to blame
You say...
One love
One life
When it's one need
In the night
One love
We get to share it
Leaves you baby if you
Don't care for it

Did I disappoint you
Or leave a bad taste in your mouth
You act like you never had love
And you want me to go without
Well it's...
Too late
Tonight
To drag the past out into the light
We're one, but we're not the same
We get to
Carry each other
Carry each other
One...

Have you come here for forgiveness
Have you come to raise the dead
Have you come here to play Jesus
To the lepers in your head
Did I ask too much
More than a lot
You gave me nothing
Now it's all I got
We're one
But we're not the same
Well we
Hurt each other
Then we do it again

You say
Love is a temple
Love a higher law
Love is a temple
Love the higher law
You ask me to enter
But then you make me crawl
And I can't be holding on
To what you got
When all you got is hurt

One love
One blood
One life
You got to do what you should
One life
With each other
Sisters
Brothers
One life
But we're not the same
We get to
Carry each other
Carry each other
One...life
One

~~~~One Life But we're not the same~~~~-Shah Fendi-

Big Gathering !!

2005-06-14T21:41:00.000+08:00

Hello...just wanna blog before CSI starts. Eddy called just now and tell me that they are organising a gathering to celebrate Janice's birthday. Dun know whether i should go or not. But i miss my BP mates. I wanna meet Dini, Eddy, Janice, Jayne missed Willy so much. Didn't expect they remember me but they did. Love them all. I am also meeting my insurance agent coz she wanna pass my gifts to me. I dun know. See how lah tomorrow. K, gtg..Till next time.. - ShahFendi-

Sunday is a boring day

2005-06-12T23:24:00.000+08:00

Sunday as always is a very boring day. Felt like I haven't had enuf rest for the weekend and now i have to start a new week tomorrow. How boring. Brought the kids to McDonald's today wif my baby. Then send him off to work, coz he's on afternoon shift. Then stayed home for movie marathon..and also finishing up my laundry. Nothing much...K lah got to go...Till next time.. -ShahFendi-

Dirty Laundry

2005-06-12T00:36:00.000+08:00

Well, this week has been a hectic week for me. Failing my evaluation, whole network system down for 2 damn days and now doing piles & piles of my laundry. Dirty Laundry..yeah..Dun feel like elaborating much....bout what has happened over the week. TOday went to my bridal tailor to make my solemnisation baju. Finally found someone who can make bustier. So bought laces, bridal satin and crepe at Arab Street wif my momma and my baby of course. Just simple white lace and for my baby, white crepe. Then went shopping at suntec, bought my baby 2 tops, adidas and oakley. Suntec was full of people coz they are having midnite sale..so additional 15% discount. Not a bad offer huh? Wanna sleep but cant coz I slept for a full 12 hours yesterday. Actually planning to go to work to finish up my backlog but just cant woke up in the morning. Tomrw gotta wake up rather early coz got to bring the kids down to McDonalds for breakfast. Its pitiful for the kids without their dad around. Kinda miss my bro-in-law. Wonder how he's doing back there in Halifax, Canada. Hope everything will be fine for him and he will come back for my photo taking session in Nov and my wedding in April. Gotta go... the washing machine is yelling for me !!! Out -ShahFendi-

2005-06-10T23:02:00.000+08:00

Hey All!! How u doing? I just came back from KL last Sunday... Boy it sure was tiring but fun!! Not that we went to interesting places but its fun to be with our relatives teasing and joking with one another. Cant wait for another gathering with them!! Anyway, highlight of the trip, i went to Times Square KL. Yeah took most of the thrilling rides which i cant believe i dared to try. It was pure satisfaction to have take the challenge to try them and u guys should too! Maybe to u its not THAT scary, but to me it really does! hehe.. Well, photos on KL trip are up on my online album. Check it out @ www.farizza.myphotoalbum.com Till later pple!! Adios! -FaWcEtT-

Pit Stop on the way to KL. Can remember which stop though hehe..

Group Photo @ Times Square KL

Photos

2005-06-05T22:27:00.000+08:00

Hei friends..Do check out the photos in our photo albums yeah !

Tiring day !

2005-06-05T00:06:00.000+08:00

Allo...just a short one today. As usual life in S'pore is very boring...Morning werk and then go shopping, see movies or just walking around. Didn't do much today, in the morning werk then went to Orchard to shop. Bought bikini (again!!), beach shorts, belt, esprit t-shirt and a beach dress. I think I'm all set to go to Bali !
Actually supposed to buy swimsuit but bought bikini instead. Me and my baby and farah wants to make it a point to go swimming after work to build up our stamina. See our dear friend has even started to jog nowadays. Hahaha!!! SO Farah, still no swimsuit so I cant go swimming next week. Anyiways, Farah should be enjoying herself in KL now. How lucky ! But nvm, this month I'm off to Bangkok and then next month, July, insyallah we all go to KL...Any of my dearest friends reading this blog of ours wanna follow to KL, silakan...Just call me or Farah.
Dunno wat to write now. K lah..till next time. Adios -ShahFendi-

ME?! Jogging??!!

2005-06-02T00:36:00.000+08:00

i am still trying to convince myself that i DID went jogging earlier on @ 8pm!! Hehe.. i really had no idea why.. earlier in the office, i asked my boss if its best to jog in the morning or its ok to jog at night. he went on explaining to me what's best, wat i should do what i should not, how do i start exercising and even showing me how to do warm ups! haha... if only he stays here in the west area, he would have become my personal trainer!! so after work, i went straight home..& mom told me to help her make some epok2. so after finishing with the epoks.. i changed into my running gear (cheh wah)... well bermudas and tee la! did some warm ups at home and went down.. i started with a brisk walk from home till the main road.. and started to jog very slowly.. i didnt run far today thinking that its my firsst day since so long.. but all in all from warm ups to cooling down i did it all in 45 mins.. i feel great... had a good shower.. and went with my parents to visit my uncle who's going for umrah tmr.. but guess wat pple!! my legs are so sore!! hahahhaha!!! damn! i think i have to do a few more jogs till i get use to this... nope i will never stop at first day again!! hehe.. 1st time was with my best fren Azrina, and then my abg.. but this time, im gonna make sure i have all the discipline i need!! SHAH and FENDI, u are gonna join me babe and hunk!! hehehe.. i make sure u guys do that with me.. =) well ok.. kinda sleepy now.. take care all!! --FaWcEtT--

Return of the Badut!!

2005-06-01T00:50:00.000+08:00

well well.. this is my second photo of the Baduts i met.. the first was the one @ Novotel Batam. and this @ harris batam. i'll make sure i'll compile all and make a Badut Collection!! hehhe... --FaWcEtT--

2005-05-31T22:40:00.000+08:00

Pergi Tak Kembali

2005-05-30T23:10:00.000+08:00

I was listening to this song, go never come back....by Rabbani...for a moment I felt remorse...I want to repent and be a good person. Rasa insaf sekejap seh.
Nothing much to talk about. Went online cannot find my friends online. So go pay my credit card bills online, feel so lonely listening to Mr Lonely. My baby's on nite shift, so feel lonely.
Oh yeah Lene, i really forgot to wish you Happy Birthday coz i tot today will be 29 May. When i go to work and saw my calendar today is already the 30th May. So Lene, if you will ever read my blog, Happy Birday !! 24 huh this year ? I still feel like I'm 17. Miss those times when we were 17. But hey, no worries, we are still 17 right ? Hehe...GTG. Nite already. tomorrow werk. Ciao - ShahFendi-

Happy Birthday Lene!!!

2005-05-29T20:14:00.000+08:00

Hey y'all! how u doin? well i guess Shah has given u the update abt our JB trip. Yup had a great time 'melalak-ing' at the karaoke session. and especially had a great time singing Isabella '98 and the new rendition of 'Di ambang wati' hahah!! oh anyway, reason i blogged in is to wish one of my close friends "A VERY HAPPY AND WONDERFUL 24TH BIRTHDAY" !!!! Hehe yeah u are getting old!! haha jahat seh aku! that makes me think im turning 24 this yr too and have yet to fill in 'The Lurves' section with someone more 'real' than Mr None. hehehe.... ok folks... i actually just woke up from a very long nap after coming home from my religious class... till later!! -FaWcEtT-

At last !

2005-05-29T14:12:00.000+08:00

Sudah lamer aku menghilang....Now i'm back..jeng..jeng..jeng..
I'm too busy with work nowadays. That time no internet so haven't been blogging.
Well, I have really alot of plans coming up. The recent ones that have just passd, were our Batam trip again!! But u all should try. Best seh, good and cheap food and the resort staff, they always make u feel welcome. Thumbs up for Harris Resort !
Then yesterday, we went for our usual karaoke session at City Square, JB. This time with Razi !!! He's back friends !!! Then after the karaoke session we went to Anjung Warisan makan at tree top. Best seh ! Makan duduk bersimpuh atas ambin sebelah pokok. Ha, best kan. But too bad the guy only played the angklung when we have finished eating. If not, we will serenaded by songs by angklung. This one u all must go also.
I really have a whole lot of photos to let my friends see but dun know how to put it.
I will try to blog more this time but have been busy. Weekdays normally nothing much happened. Work, work and work !
But coming up next month...Bangkok here i come !!!!!
I'll be going to Bangkok for company trip on 24/25/26 June. Cant wait for the day.
But as usual going overseas with co. means having to leave my baby behind. This time i fell double guilty. Coz my cousin, Wiyah is getting engaged on 25th June i think and i cant make it. But worst thing is that my baby is not working that weekend. I really feel guilty leaving him in Singapore. Baby, if you're reading this, I'm sorry ok. I'll make it up to you once I'm back from Bangkok.
K lah, got to go now.
Will blog some other time.
Adios -ShahFendi-

Waddya Know...

2005-05-25T00:53:00.000+08:00

not bad huh? a comeback with a new outlook? hehe....

The Continuation ....

2005-05-24T20:46:00.000+08:00

so... yesterday i met up with Shah and Azrina... Its been sometime since i met her.. the meeting wasn't really planned. Somehow Shah was feeling rather bored at home till Razi called.. i shall let her talk abt it hehe... So anyway then, i received a call from Shah saying that she and azrina tot of meeting up but both end up arguing of where to meet. Me, always being the peacemaker (hahah! who am i kidding??), somehow indirectly decides that we meet up @ Jurong Point. Well just because i was already going there to pay my bill @ Courts. So we proceed on to have dinner at the good ol' Long John Silver. I had the Fish wrap combo and they had Combo 1. After eating, we went ard cos i was looking for a router to connect my 2 pcs to the internet. After getting the info and cost price that i needed, we went into the arcade.. Boy it was ages since i stepped in there.. We do look like teenagers yesterday anyway. With tees and jeans, we sure look 17 (+7)hehe.. Had a round of the classic Daytona (beginner round of coz!) and a round of Time Crisis 2. By then it was already a lil after 9pm thus heed off to the interchange. Seriously, that is the earliest timing i go home after a meet up. usually it'll drag till 11pm or even midnight.. hmm... Well i guess that should be all for now.. hope i'll blog in not too long later. hehe.. Adios!! --FaWcEtT--

i am back!!

2005-05-24T20:26:00.000+08:00

its been a zillion years since i last blogged... i guess as usual, i always get excited abt something new for the first few days or weeks, but after a while, i kinda get bored with it. hehe.. (if u dun get it, i meant this blogging thingy la).. so.. wat's new with me? nothing much in particular.. same ol' boring me.. recently went to harris resort batam again with who else but my closest buddy shah and fendi.. definitely gonna post the pictures up when i get it from fendi.. hehe im sure shah too wants to show u guys a 'cool' photo of ours. This time round we tried the seafood @ Kelong Restaurant.. Ok not so bad, but someone not too pleased with it hiak hiak...had a round of bowling and that was good cos somehow i scored over a hundred haha.. dunno how tat happens..... b4 harris, the 3 of us went to JB also, tried out the Karaoke Centre over there in City Square.. its called NEWAY! haha.. i told shah tat it sounds more like a cosmetic brand rather than a KTV centre.. Doesn't it? and proud to be a member of it! haha.. Sang mostly malay songs, hey wait, not mostly but ALL malay songs! they got tons of it... and it comes with buffet dinner as well although we are too busy singing and forgot to make full use of the dinner...well boy that, for sure, was fun!! Oh... the day b4 we went jB, one of my fren's dad passed away to be with The Almighty God. He's a really good man that i guess he deserves more to be with God. Al-Fatehah... ... Hmm.. i can remember stuffs better going backwards into time. hehe.. We had our sec school gathering b4 all the stuffs i had said happened. Met @ Jurong East Interchange. 6 of us.. Me, Kak Lina, Hazean & Sharil, Lene and Sabaria. Supposed to go for bowling, but we ended up watchin a movie. INFECTION. "GOOD" movie... "GO" and watch it.. hehe.. Ok ok shall not grumble abt it no more... oh well... i guess that should be all for now.. i have something else to talk abt, but it happened just yesterday.. so ill start a new posting hehe... CIAO!! --FaWcEtT--

Middle Person ??

2005-04-20T19:35:00.000+08:00

Farah, I am puzzled with you being the middle person ? care to tell me between who. curious ah. - ShahFendi-

Pak Badut!

2005-04-19T23:25:00.000+08:00

Wahai Pak Badut, masih kah kau solo..?? Kalau kau masih solo akan ku pergi ke sana mencarimu lagi!! hahahaha!! Siakz! -FaWcEtT-

Apalah nasibku ini....

2005-04-19T22:57:00.000+08:00

Hi all again... Hmm am feeling very unfeeling now.. Dunno wat that means though ;) Just finished sending another email to all my frens (well not ALL all) .. ari tu aku ajak dorang gi dinner tapi berapa ajer yg reply... tak ker sedih tu? mana yg email quota full haiz... tak leh tahan ah mcm nie... kena cari kawan baru ah... hahaha!! or maybe cari matahir ajerla... pastu kawin abis citer! Yg nak ajak gi Bintan pon hm.... backed out.. So i guess we stick to Harris again... Maybe if tat's the case, i might not go... tgkla mood mcm mana... anyways... i think i'm again stuck being the middle person.. between who u may ask? tat is just for me to know and for u not to find out.. and all this while i tot my life is full of happy stuffs!! oh well.. OUTZ! -FaWcEtT-

Boring day

2005-04-16T23:08:00.000+08:00

I was working today. Meet my baby at clementi as usual and send him off to the taxi stand around 2.15pm. He's on afternoon shift today. Then heed home and do my laundry. Gosh, I've tonnes of them from my beijing trip and also my daily wear which I haven't washed for at least a month. Imagine I can sustain at least 2 months worth of clothes w/o washing them. I've got a 4 door wardrobe and it is occupied with all my clothes. Cant imagine when i get married next time I have to share wardrobe with my husband. I think he'll need to put his clothes elsewhere lah. That's why i needed help to tidy up my wardrobe. Today i threw up some old clothes and intend to gave them away. Actually farah's supposed to collect them today but she was too tired and maybe tomorrow.
Dun know what else to write eh....Boring ah...
Really looking forward for my next trip to Bintan(Farah pls make it happen, Fendi really need a holiday!). Bye for now...-ShahFendi-

Hello hello hello!!!

2005-04-14T19:19:00.000+08:00

Hahha... yeah its been quite a while since i blogged... Not tat busy la shah, tapi a bit lazy haha...anyways, i wont be telling wat happened since my last blog cos there's not much things tat has happend.. the only interesting thing tat has happened is I'M GOING TO CLUB MED RIA BINTAN!! haha... relax folks... not gonna stay overnight there though... there's just a convention going on and just a day trip. But watever it is, i be getting free breakfast and LUNCH! haha.. We'll just see if my boss is kind enough to let me spend a night there hehe.. tmr i might be going down to jb again. Nah not to visit my relatives, but Tourism Malaysia invited us for a seminar held @ Putri Pan Pacific. yea now free dinner!! haha... But kinda lazy to attend though.. Maybe i might just stay in the office and help my boss fix up display racks tomorrow. Hahaha can open up a renovation company oredi la... Well ok, i wanna watch F.R.I.E.N.D.S on Star World now.. just cant wait for my cousin Dianna to come back from Bangalore!! She got me the whole 10 Seasons of FRIENDS!! Wooo Hooo!!! and i cant watch it anytime at all!! Till later palzz!! OUTZ! =) -FaWcEtT-

I'm still at the office !!!!

2005-04-13T20:59:00.000+08:00

Still in the office leaving very soon. Calling cab now. Just feel like telling everybody how hardworking am I staying in the office so late. Haha !!! I'll be in the office again within less than 12 hours. How miserable ! Got a cab now. Wanna go toilet for a while. K got to go. Till then...-ShahFendi-

Still in the office.....

2005-04-13T18:36:00.000+08:00

I am still slogging in the office now. Slogging to finish up my day's work. I felt so tired. My baby is in the afternoon shift for the whole of this week so this week = boring week. But he's taking leave on Fri so we must fully utilise the time. I would have to leave early on Fri no matter what. Its already 1940 Hrs and I am still here in the office. I think the max i stay in the office will be 8 pm. In a while's time i'm gonna call the cab and heed home. So tired. I wonder why farah hasn't been blogging these few days. Busy agaknyer. I'm gonna finish up one quote and order and dats it folks. I'm off. K got to rush now. Till next time...-ShahFendi-

Hilang Kempunan

2005-04-12T23:18:00.000+08:00

Finally i get to eat mee rebus !!! Dat's the first thing I want to eat after my beijing trip. Hilang kempunan kejap.
Today as usual busy macam nak rak. But i make it a point to go home early. My baby fetched me from my werkplace then heed straight to his house to eat mee rebus.
Watched a bit of tv, phyne ballerz concert and sheila on 7.
Me sleeping soon. Farah must be busy coz she haven't been blogging. But meet her yesterday to see photos.
Ok lah, got to go...Ciao. I love my baby so much. - ShahFendi-

I'm back !!

2005-04-10T00:51:00.000+08:00

I have just reached from the airport. Home sweet home. My baby fetched me from the airport and we went to boon lay to have nasi lemak. Gosh how i miss S'pore food. My flight from Beijing was delayed. We finally took off at about 4.30pm this afternoon and touched down S'pore at about 10.35pm. It has been a hectic one week for me.
But gosh, i think i'm so blessed to have gone to see great wall of China. The scenery there was just breathtaking. I went to a whole lot of places which I never knew they existed. Some of the places that I went to are, Tianamen Square, Forbidden City, Summer Palace, Potala Kong, Chengde and Tianjin. There are a lot of other placed but i cant remember or i do not know the name by heart.
Beijing is ok, but i still prefer Shanghai. Shanghai more modernised and its heaven for shoppers.
But the main highlights of the trip has got to be climbing the great wall of china. The steps we had to take was torturous and my heart nearly stopped when i reached the top (Hehe..actually didn't go till the top, was too tired). Next would be the Tianamen square where i got to see my idol resting in peace at his masoleum.
Overall i rate this trip as good.
Food was terrible for me. I had to survive on eggs and vegetables everyday. But i was very lucky to have a tour guide who really took good care of me and understand my needs as a muslim. Speacial thanks oso went out to my dearest friends, Sally, Phillip and Agnes who became my translators while I'm there.
Didn't really buy much, (but actually came back with 2 luggages, went with 1) but my money were all finished up.
Ok, lah i think that's all I'll write for today. Will elaborate more on my Beijing trip experience once I have the time but i wonder if anybody will ever read this blog of ours. Jet lag for now. Till next time....-ShahFendi-

Friendster Blogger

2005-04-04T13:39:00.000+08:00

Haha... i think friendster's blogger is getting more popular and getting attention more from readers.. Oh well wat luck ! Just when i got so excited abt this blogspot, friendster comes out with their own.. Well nevetheless i will still improve this blogspot though ahha... still not putting up much photos yet... See la whenever i have the mood to improve on it... Laterzzz~~~ -Fawcett-

Its Monday and its raining....

2005-04-04T13:10:00.000+08:00

Hey y'all again... been quite some time since i last blogged. Now am in the office feeling very cold coz its raining so heavily.. Shiokers!! Anyways.. went back to JB last friday with mom. Thus couldnt send Shah off to airport.. hehe but actually it doesnt really matter haha!! Came back to Singapore on saturday or more precise on Sunday early morning.. Slept late on Sat and gotta wake up early for SUnday's morning religious class with my adek. After the class we went back home and got ready to go for a wedding invite with Mak and abah. It was damn far in Punggol! but we took a cab there hehe Phew!! The decor is very nice, probably wat Shah wanted for hers. Well i guessed... Mak and abah went back home after the wedding but me and my adek took the bus no 3 towards Pasir Ris and Tampines. Alighted at West Plaza in Pasir Ris while bro went towards tampines MOLE heheh.. *wink* Upon my arrival at Kak Yam's place, (cheh upon arrival la plak!) she was busy packing up for her trip to Bahrain. Kak Nah cooked soto and caramel pudding!! yum yum!! At nite we went to the airport to sent Kak yam and her daughter off and then back to their home to sleep. Tot of going out early morning with kak nah haha but was too tired so i continued sleeping and went out @ 11am. oh well i'm so bored now... probably gonna look at some of my frens blogs... till later palz! -Fawcett-

Hectic week

2005-04-01T00:23:00.000+08:00

I have written my whole damn activities on this blog but when i was about to publish it the whole thing was gone !!
I'm not gonna write all over again coz i can't remember what I wrote and how foolish of me not to save a copy. U know these things wif computer being so intelligent that it became a nuisance to human lives.
Basically this week has been a hectic week for me. I had to suffer two weeks covering up for people before going for my well deserved holiday.
Everyday is a sucky day, late nights slogging in the office and. Didn't have time for my baby at all. But thank god he was being understanding of my job. Baby if you are reading this, thank you for understanding and not scolding me when i had to put in extra hours inthe office. Work has been stressful these days.
Monday, met farah, hang out a lil at our usual spot and then my home, trying to improve on this blog which didn't turn out fine. Tuesday my baby's off day yet i spend my whole time in the office. Felt guilty coz i am already leaving for beijing on fri nite. Wed met Wiyah and Izam. Thursday, today wroked late again. My baby had to even collect my medicine on behalf of me coz i can't make it in time. Farah dropped by to pass my mum some brochures and finish off some last minute packing.
I am leaving tomorrow night leaving on the jet plane to a place called beijing.
This might be the last time i'll blog for this week, or next week oso maybe.
I am sure to tell u my hols experience in Beijing the next time i blog.
Felt guilty leaving my baby on our anniversary day. Baby, if you're reading this, Happy 8th year anniversary to us ! I love you. gtg, i badly need my 7 hours of beauty sleep. Till next time... Ciao - ShahFendi

NgAnTuK nYeR !!!

2005-03-30T09:38:00.000+08:00

Good Morning y'all!! This morning i came early to the office. Boss told me to reach b4 9am cos someone is coming to collect their air tickets but its already 9.37am and the person is not here yet!!! and i'm already falling asleep.. Fortunately this blog keeps me awake! haha.. Well i'm wondering how come Shah has not been blogging for the last few days hehe.. Anyways... Yesterday i met up with Lene. Been quite sometime since i last met her.. We went to Bel'air office to get some stuffs and then heed down to Lau Pa Sat for dinner. Had chicken chop and teh tarik!! Shiokers!! After that we went to Clarke Quay, sat by the river opp the Bungee thingy and talk and talk and talk... Wat else can girls do?? Gossip la!! haha.. Had good fun gossiping while eating ice-cream! Thanks for the treat Lene!! Took 174 home at nearly 11pm and got home just b4 midnight.. ok la.. kinda busy in the office already.. till later palz!! ;)

In The OfFiCe!!

2005-03-28T14:46:00.000+08:00

Hehehe.... I dunno why i'm laffing but its kinda interesting writing this blog for someone who has never written a diary!! I'm back in the office now after a cup of teh tarik with boss and colleague.. Office is kinda messy rite now cos we are doing some renovation works to expand this company.. Been rather quiet today nothing much to do.. Yesterday's chat with ma sec sch mates have been exciting.. We are planning to go to Bintan Banyu Biru Villa!! 13th-15th May 2005. So far 5 confirmed.. Me, Shah, Fendi, Lene and our dearest Shirley... Hehe.. Hopefully more can join us in this trip... Just put aside abt S$220 for the whole packge.. Doesnt include the expenses there though ahahahha!! Oh well, i'm kinda waiting for Farian to be free to teach me with the advancement of this blogspot!!! But there's only one computer now in this office maybe not today.. ok guys, Boss is back!! Talk to ya soon!!!!! CheeRS!! =) -fawcett-