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Monday, November 21, 2005,7:58 PM

Really, I am in love with X.....with the band X-Japan. For once, I am really falling in love with a rock band, a truly rock band besides Guns & Roses. Guns & Roses has always been my first love but not really crazy. The craziest I have been is to fall in love with Suede. I've got to elaborate more about this X-Japan. I have never seen or heard a rock band who can play really powerful balads and to me even though the head banging rock songs I can accept it. For the first time, I am enjoying rock songs. U know the ones that Razi likes to makes me crazy listening to it. You know they can even performed with an orchestra beautifully. Its really marvellous. I really regret not knowing this band earlier. But too bad this band has disbanded long ago. I really hate my baby who introduced this band to me. When i like something, I became fanatic. Now I'm like half crazy. Listening to their songs every day. The must haves/listen everyday is Tears, both the extended and orchestral version, Forever Love, Kurenai, Endless Rain, Cruxify My Love, Alive. I think I must call my colleague in Kobe, Sachiko san to ask her to buy the album and have it couriered down to Singapore. Last time the only fav Japanese song was Say Yes by Chage & Aska but now I am really interested in Japanese music. I think my fiancee and his brothers are also hit by this phenomenon. When u step into Izal's car, you hear Tears, u hear Fendi's MP3 also tears, my MP3 also Tears. Hahaha....Really, you've got to listen it to feel it. I've been listening to it for like 3 weeks or 1 month, terus jadi depressed. Hahahaha !!!!!! The more I hear dry your tears, the more I cried. Its not that I'm crazy or what but the past 1 month has been the worst time in my life. I shan't elaborate further. Only the closest to me knows what's going on. But I feel better now. So much better than 1 month ago. I must thank my sweetheart who gave me the support and encouragement to carry on with life. Thank you darling, for everything you have given me for the past 8 ++ years, the beautiful white lilies, and the Goldheart criss cut diamond wedding ring. I really really love you from the bottom of my heart.