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Monday, October 31, 2005,6:25 PM

Hi there, to whoever reading this humble blog of ours. Haven't been blogging for quite sometime, its not that i'm busy but just cannot be bothered. Though the big day, Hari Raya is coming I dun feel it. Maybe the mood is just not there. Been to geylang twice or rather thrice. Nothing much just heaps and heaps of pple there. I really hate it to be there. But i have to coz i had to get something. This year my baju raya not much. Just 2 pcs. Very plain. I saw other baju raya, they are so shining with beads, sequins or even shining lace. I so regret making plain ones. This years gonna be black and this year gonna be the last year I will spend my aidilfitri as a single, independant lady. Next year, if god willing I'll be spending it with my husband. I dun know how its gonna be. And I dun want to think about it.

I've been in deep thoughts lately. Thinking...thinking..and thinking...and I still don't know what to do. I have been thinking about this for quite a long time....Should I or should I not sacrifice for the happiness of my loved one.....I know no one will know what I am thinking about coz i have never really reveal it to anybody except for one soul in this world, but let this be my secret, between me and him. Some things are better left unsaid. If you are reading this, do think about it, what I have proposed to you. I do not want you to be living in regret all your life.

Ramadhan is coming to an end....and I'm feeling sad....Sad coz I do not know if I can meet the next Ramadhan. Insyallah, kalau diizinkan tuhan, kalau panjang umur, bertemu lagi kita Ramadhan tahun hadapan.

Akhir sekali, ingin sekali mengucapkan to whoever who's reading our blog Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri. Maaf Zahir dan Batin. ~ShahFendi~